The Wanted Pet

34

Caelyn

I just grip onto the warm doona, my entire body shaking as I just flinch hearing Xander scream his head off in the bathroom at first I thought it was his own reflection because he is a freak that would do that but then I realised it was some slave who did something wrong.

I try to keep the tears from my eyes not liking being used like this, being vulnerable yet even if I want to fight I can't, and the disgusting thing for me is that I enjoy it, I wanted him to lick me down there and that's what I hate or I want him to kiss me more, I can't deny the attraction to him, especially being a pureblood, he and his brothers are more handsome then the typical human boys plus even if his like 3000 years old I just see an 18-year-old boy, one I probably would be attracted too if he was human well looks wise, personality wise I'm not into insane people.

He just slams his doors "Fuck I love having tantrums in front of peasants" he chuckles I want to say something but I can't.

"Sweetheart you can insult me if you want it just means I add a strike you look like you have a lot to say," he says, I have so much to say but I can't it's like my mouth is zipped together and I'm too afraid to talk because he has invaded me like no one else does and this was just the start but I want more and that's what I hate, the one thing my mother told me was too never let a man use us and Luca said the same, he said he wouldn't want me to be used like a piece of trash, and here I am at mercy of my biggest enemy but is he really my biggest enemy, or is that person in the shadows somewhere.

"I have nothing bad to say," I say softly

"You're a bad liar but I will let it slide," he says

He walks back over to me just pulling the doona down, I just look at him as he pulls the blindfold up by my neck.

"I don't want any crying okay," He says softly trying to calm me.

"I'm sorry I'm just not used to being invaded," I say just looking into his green eyes as I almost feel in a trance but I swear for a milli second sympathy flash in his eyes as he just strokes my chin.

"You're not being invaded considering your body is mine, remember that," he says he is trying to be nice, I know that's what his plan trying to trap me but his still an insane maniac and I want to hate him but it's hard too, he has done something to me, or maybe the wall I have protecting myself has crumbled, the wall that I put up with everyone

I just nod as he just puts the blindfold back on me as the darkness, not being able to see it scares me, he could be doing anything to me and I wouldn't know but I'm broken, and once he takes my virginity I will have nothing, but I have something the memories of the people who were good to me, who did care and love me, I have to be strong for the people I love or loved, they wouldn't want me breaking, I know what mother would say, she would say stay strong but I know she wouldn't try to run, wouldn't try to escape this fate, it's why she died, she tried to shield me from this future and it came back at her.

I just grip my eyes shut under the blindfold.

Please don't cry.

If I cry he will hurt me even more but how can I not, this was my biggest fear, my biggest nightmare, I didn't care about death, didn't care about being fed on, it was this, the times I was almost raped I begged for mercy, begged for death it was the only time I literally went on my knees and begged, I did it to my brother he found it funny but father stopped him.I did it with Oscar and he just embraced me and soothed me at first I thought it was because I changed his mind but it was always a test it was to get me to obey but this there is no escaping this. I can't beg he will just hurt me more and I'm already disgusted with my self, I can't try to get into his heart because he doesn't have one. Xander is a complete void with no heart, he feeds off everything even if I swear I heard a change in his voice like he felt somewhat guilty or it's just an act like I have to act, act like the perfect pet, no more insults, no more disobeying. Jane well that's what she called her, Jane was another girl we tried to help that escape the pet life, she did say acting is the only way to save yourself the pain, acting is better then defying and that defying is weak, at first I thought it was stupid, that giving in like a baby is weak but then I realised it isn't.

I just clench my tied-up fists when he spreads my legs as I feel his hands softly brush between them, I feel him put his finger by my mouth, I open it and I suck his finger as he just strokes my chin not saying anything as all I hear is the clicking if the clock as he moves his finger just gently stroking between my legs

"Xander" I say softly

"Yes Caelyn," he hums

"I- never mind" I mumble

"Do you want me to be more rough" he says just pinching between there as I cry out in shock

"This isn't a punishment remember don't turn it into one, I'm not stopping convince me all you want but I mean if you need a break from me I can get Darcy or maybe the master of sexual punishment himself in Connor to take over or I can bring in a slave girl and do it to her then do it to you after?" he says

"No, I was going to say please just do it I want you," I say

WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY

"You learn quickly baby girl, very quickly we are perfect for each other" he hums, I just jump in shock as he puts his finger in the hole, it does hurt as I feel him spit down there.

"Fuck you are tight, wait of course you are, you are a virgin I'm surprised the heathers at one of your old schools didn't bully you and yes I heard the little nickname, all the girls call the popular ones for those whores you know the leader Regina was it" he says as I just wince when he can stick another finger down there.

"Yes" I stutter

"I skinned her alive, was a great moment but answer why didn't they bully you for being a virgin before you ask this was after you left so I didn't even realise you were there," he says as I just blink the tears in my eyes I hate him, hate him so much but I hate myself more, all of this is my fault, I should have seen through my father when I was younger, several people that weren't involved with the hunters saw what was happening they gave me a chance to get away but I said no because I thought I was special. I was a bratty little girl that wanted her fathers love, yet my entire life was a lie then I got what I wanted after 14 years I got freedom and what did I do, lived a dangerous life I should have ran gotten as far away as a I can start fresh, change my name, changed everything but I didn't.

"I lied," I say softly.

"Lying isn't good" he chuckles just spitting down there again as he slowly moves his fingers up and down a moan escaped my lip, it hurts but now the feeling, it's something I haven't experienced before the feeling I want to feed off more and more, he just gently rubs my breast with his other hand as his fingers move almost in a pattern up and down, I wince when he puts in another finger, the pain getting worse yet the pleasure it's making me want to beg for more.

"It was for safety, with my past people wouldn't have believed me," I say.

"A sort of me expected Oscar to do it but I knew the boy he was like a brother how wouldn't harm you, still poses the question of why he had you," Xander says as I just cry out when he puts his entire first down there now.

"Shhh," he says softly as I just keep gripping my eyes shut as he gently moves his fist up and down like kicking is watching me inside.

"I swear he told me but I can't remember" I stutter as he finally moves his fist out as he just starts rubbing my clit now another moan escapes my lips as I feel his lips brushing against my ear.

"He wiped your memories which poses another question how he was able to yet me the most powerful being on earth can't get into your head or compel you" he says just licking the side of my face, as I just moan at the massaging of my breast and core.

"I was only a child, I was vulnerable" I say

"But not vulnerable to compulsion it doesn't matter any more little one, I know you are on the brink, but don't submit yet we haven't even had the real fun wonder how much you will bleed" he chuckles just rubbing even more as I just want to burst out in tears yet another enjoys this, a part of me feels peaceful like I'm in a trance as I tingle runs up and down my spine as I feel him move down as I feel him lick inside my thigh again as I bite my lip wanting him so bad to lick down there t like before he avoids it and I know why he wants me to beg for it.