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Xander

A werewolf bite doesn't kill a witch/vampire hybrid you son of a bitch

Those words from Koby after I bit the mother fucker hoping to kill the mother fucker keep replaying in my head as I just scream in anger kicking a tree, I don't know what to feel right now, heartbreak, anger, stupidity.

I really thought she loved me, I really thought what we had was real but she was just using me the entire time and now that I have my humanity back all of it is rushing towards me, I just scream again wanting to turn it off but it's like I can't.

I'm so so stupid.

I don't know what hurts more Caelyn's betrayal or Koby's wait that's simple, I didn't love Koby, I didn't open up to him and put my guard down I should have known she is a hunter, and she always will be fuck I want her dead, I want to torture her to pieces but I know the punishment for killing your mate especially since the mate bond was growing if I kill her now I suffer, a part of me wants that little bitch to get away but straight after I bit Koby and he ran off laughing I called my sector to find Caelyn, as much as I want her to run I want her to suffer as well plus if Koby wants her then it must be a reason, she isn't blue blood I don't believe a word out of his mouth.

"Hey are you alright," Darcy says softly

"You were right, I let that bitch get between us when I should have trusted you," I say "And why the fuck are my eyes leaking" I yell

"It's called tears Xander and don't feel bad, she got you good even I was convinced it was real," he says

"Do you know what she is because I don't believe him, he wants her, Levi wants her, she wouldn't just be a blue blood?" I say could she be the legacy I don't know and to be honest I don't care, I just want her out of my life, and Darcy knew she wasn't blue blood he was trying to tell us, fuck maybe that's her power making idiots like me fall for her, thank god Isaac contacted me straight away, thank god I heard or I could have very well be dead.

"I don't know but I don't think she is human, I'm so sorry Xander," he says softly as I just blink the tears from my eyes.

"Fuck I just want to turn it off, fuck emotions" I yell my head is spinning, and my heart is breaking

"Please keep it on Xander I know it hurts but we will help you," he says I just nod I need to stay calm.

"Where Fuck is Noah," I say

"He, Felix and Connor are looking for Caelyn, we can't let her run especially knowing she is wanted by Koby, and after what she did to you she has hell to pay for," he says

"Well fuck her," I say, it just hurts too much to even think about her after what she did she will be taken by Noah anyway and maybe that's better maybe ridding her of my life will save the pain, maybe I'm not strong, maybe I am weak, emotions are weak, being human is weak.

"We can't kill her though as much as I want to torture her to death," he says

"Well hopefully Noah knows what to do with her, I don't want her anymore," I say as his eyes perk up.

"We can't take the risk, if he won't take her Connor will, if he won't we just lock her up I don't know and I don't care but you can't have her blood I always wondered why Koby didn't get addicted it's because he is a crossbreed magic fuck head, I should have killed him" I yell feeling that anger come back.

"Where did he go anyways or you didn't chase him," he says

"To be honest I sort of had a tantrum for an hour don't tell Noah, he thinks I found out then told you guys straight away and that it took me an hour to find them because Koby was chasing her," I say

"Xander what if she got away," he says

"That's her problem, not mine I don't care what happens to her anymore," I say then it hits me as I just storm back to the house.

"Wait where are you going," he says chasing after me as I just ignore him walking into the living room I just grab Zack by his shirt slamming him in the wall

"What the hell man," he says

"You have one minute to explain before I rip your head off" I yell as a few sector one vampire step forward but Zack shakes his head

"Explain what, shouldn't you guys explain why you just went a wall," he says I just growl

"Talk" I yell

"I don't know what the hell your talking about," he says

"Xander what the hell is going on, where is your sector and where the hell is your leader," Ellis says directing the last part to Zack.

"I don't know he just said he had to leave due to an emergency call from the sector," Zack says as Ellis looks at me

"He is lying now talk," I say, Darcy just pulls me back

"Do you know anything about Koby what he is, what he plans?" Darcy says

"No, I don't know what you're talking about none of us do," he says I see his eyes enlarge with compulsion.

"Fuck" I say

"Will you please explain because all I know is we have a missing pet and about 10 missing vampires?" Ellis says

"Koby clearly compelled one of your rangers to get Caelyn, I walked into their conversation I won't go into detail about what she did all I will say is she will be dealt with by my leader, how ever Koby well clearly your boy has been lying to you, that's why you guys never wore compulsion bands I thought you were stupid" I say to Zack

"He said it wasn't needed, what do you mean his lying" Zack says

"His Saxon's brother," I say everyone looks shocked

"Are you sure?" Ellis says luckily the second I heard them I started recording everything and what I recorded explains it as I just put my recording on.

"That son of a bitch, I have been his like best friend for thousands of years, I followed him, I served him and he was playing me," Zack says

The door opens as Noah, Connor and Felix walk-in "They didn't know" I say

"Compulsion" Noah mumbles as Zack nods

"So you know nothing at all," Noah says

"No, I promise all of us don't know a thing, he didn't seem suspicious at all, yeah he would go off on his own a lot and not really care about the leadership, but he never once put us in danger, never once betrayed us, he opened up, he seemed genuine," Zack says

"Where is he now," Ellis says

"I bit him then he ran off," I say

"Let's hope he goes back then, what do we do if he comes back," Zack says

"Do you really think he would be dumb, he knows he has been caught he would be hiding now, waiting for his moment to grab Caelyn it's a game to him, the books did describe Saxon's brother as insane as him but witches were able to spell him away from his brother?" Noah says

"Wait Xander what does your pet have to do with this actually where is she as well he didn't grab her did he," Ellis says

"It's fine, I got Samual to take her back to our sector, that's what we don't know yet either but don't worry I will get it out of that little bitch" Noah says

"Or just kill her," I say

"I can't she is too valuable," Noah says he is scared to say to much not that we know much, but if they know Caelyn is important then they might want her or tell Mathias not that I care, do I, fuck my head is still spinning in circles right now.

"I will let my other members know about Koby, even Mathias if we have to" Ellis says

"Only Koby I will handle the girl, we need that boy dead if he is a witch vampire hybrid he is dangerous, too dangerous," Noah says why does he keep saying that when talking about Caelyn probably because it's his decision now.

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