Jamie's Survival

fifteen

No,this wasn't okay.i should feel happy not nauseous.I felt my chest tightening.i unlocked the door crawling out of my room.I couldn't hold it anymore so I vomited.
"Oh my God..Jamie are you okay?" I could hear mom asking.

I could hear her voice echo but she was certainly looking at me with a worried expression.

"Lissa" I pushed my phone into her hand.

"Jamie...Jamie..call 911..Ella" Ava shouted.
"No" I cried.

***

I woke up and I was in a hospital room.
" He's awake"Ava said.

" Oh my baby"mom cried hugging me.
" What happened?"I asked.

" They said you overdosed on cocaine..they wanted to take you away..."mom cried.
" I'm so sorry mommy"I smiled at her.

" Jamie...you're gonna be fine,it's a good thing..Ava called me, Nobody is going to find out and I'm going to help you"Lissa walked up to me.

" Mom, can I talk to her privately? "I asked.

" We'll be right outside the door"Bella led mom out.

" I need... I need my bag, I can't be here like this"I whispered to her.

" You'll live, we're are arranging to send you to a rehab centre.. the one I took you the other day.. you're weren't registered"she looked at me.

" You're not listening to me, get me my fucking bag or call Steven"I said.

" You can't be around Steven anymore, I quit my job for you, I threatened to arrest him if I ever see him around you"she replied.

" It's a good thing you're fired but I really need my bag"I said.

" You're not getting your bag, you're not getting drugs anymore.. I flushed all of them down the toilet"she smiled.

" Why would you do that? It's an expensive stuff and I need them... Lissa.. I think I'm gonna die without them.. just a pinch please.. my chest hurts so much and I feel feel perched"I shouted but my throat felt dry so it sounded like a whisper instead.

" Tell your mom and sisters bye... You don't want to see them when you get in there at least after detoxing"she said.

" Please.. Lissa, I don't want to go.. I'll be good, I can control the thirst.. I promise"I pleaded.

" You'll thank me when it's all over"she smiled standing up.

" Lissa.. Lissa.. damn you slut"I said.

The door open, mom and the twins piled in .

"Mom, can you get me my purse.. the blue one"I begged her.

" You're not getting the drugs Jamie.. get well for us"mom said.

" I work my ass off to feed and make you all comfortable and this is how you're repaying me.. you're sending me off so you can spend my money, you know what? You can have it.. all of them.. just get me my damn bag"I stared daggers at them.

" Come out as my brother soon"Bella hugged me

" We'll visit you,I love you"Ava smiled.

I tried to stand up but my muscles were in pain,I felt dizzy and nauseous so I laid back.Tired.

" I hate you"I said.