How You Remind Me

27

Awkwardly enough, Derek and I seemed to not feel very uncomfortable sleeping in the same bed that night. It was like falling back into an old habit that never really died. The bed was small and it was close quarters but we seemed to be ok rubbing up against each other.

I'd had the best night's sleep I'd had in a long time. I felt so at peace, so rested, so....aroused? I felt a large hand between my thighs and before I knew what was happening, it was happening. I moaned and the hand moved up my inner thighs and began massaging my hot center.

"Oh Derek." I moaned into a whisper. "Oh God don't stop."

I felt his lips and tongue lather up and down the column of my neck and gyrated my hips back against his forming erection. His teeth nipped against the skin in his own angst and I felt my burning lust bubbling and ready to burst.

"Yes Derek!"

I gasped and the sun hit my eyes as if it were all the sudden light. My eyes fluttered open and I saw that it was morning.

And it was one hell of a dream. That kiss last night must've had more of an effect on me than I thought.

I panted a little, and looked to my left where Derek was laid on his side, head propped up on an elbow and he was smiling at me. I blushed and hoped to hell I wasn't talking in my sleep.

"Having a good dream there?" he grinned.

Shit.

"Oh god." I muttered as I pulled the blanket over my face that was reddening by the second.

"That's not who you were calling for a second ago." He taunted as he yanked the covers off of me.

"Please don't." I begged him out of morbid desperation "It's embarrassing."

"It's healthy to have dreams like that."

"Not when you're saying it out loud in your sleep." I hissed and scowled at him "It's been a while okay!"

"A while for what?" he frowned, I widened my eyes at him and he got a look of recognition in his eyes "Ohhh..." a smug grin spread across his face "Really."

"Yes really!" I hissed.

I ripped the blanket off of us and sat up quickly, ready to bolt from the bed but instead I gasped as I saw what was staring at me-other than his pretty blue eyes.

Dude was hung. And no his pants didn't even try to contain it. Dude was huge.

"Derek!" I gasped.

"Sorry." He sighed as he tried to cover himself up with a pillow "It's morning."

"Uh-huh." I raised my brow as I tried not to giggle.

"Well it is!" he scoffed, and then shrugged a little "And ya know... it's been a while for me too."

I rolled my eyes to the wall and tried not to let him see me smile.

I knew that we were divorced. I knew that I had absolutely no right whatsoever to question his 'fidelity' and if he had been with someone what could I say? But knowing that, and the way he said it gave me all the comfort in the world.

"Well um..." I hummed as I started to get up "I better go get some breakfast."

"You sure you don't want to take a cold shower first?" he teased.

"Are you sure you don't?" I asked glancing at his hidden lap. His expression flattened out.

"No."

I nodded and got up, I grabbed my clothes for the day and went across the hall to change in the bathroom. As soon as I turned the sink on to brush my teeth I laughed like hell.