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I scrunched my face up putting my pillow on top of my head as my phone rung. I let it ring a couple more times before I answered seeing that it was my big sister.
"Hello-'Everybody texting me worried bout you." She cut me off.
"For what?" I moved my pillow.
"You deleted all your social media and canceled all your studio sessions and ain't talked to nobody. Phone going straight to voicemail what's wrong wit you?" She asked.
"Taking time to myself, I can't just go ghost damn?" I mumbled.
"Why you being so stubborn?" She asked.
"Because I know you on bullshit that ain't why you called me." I said.
"It's part of the reason why I called you don't act like I don't care." She said.
"Yeah ight." I said.
"Look I need some money." She said.
"For what? I just give you two bands the other day." I said.
"Yeah but I need some more to get my car out the shop." She said.
"So all that money I gave you gone?" I asked and she ain't say nun.
"I'm not giving you nothing else- I'm your sister you being so selfish right now." She cut me off.
"I'm not yo' daddy and I'm not yo' boyfriend im not finna keep giving you money if you ain't finna use it the right way like you said you was fuck off my line I ain't wit none of that right now." I said.
"Whateva ight." She hung up.
"Got me fucked up." I mumbled tossing my phone to the side and going to my studio room.
I walked in seeing Serayah's song book sitting on the couch realizing that she left it the last day she was here. Grabbing it, I decided to produce something to go with one of the songs since I was bored and I missed her.
I flipped through the pages seeing the first song she recorded and chuckled to my self remembering our first studio session.
"I know she wrote some new shit." I said scanning the pages and then I realized it was something on the very last page so I looked at it and the second verses caught my attention.
You tryna cover up what you lack, that's just whack Give up the façade, I can see you If you let your guard down, I won't tell no one You just be yourself, but I'ma teach you That love is built, it can't be bought I know that you just used to these bitches They ain't 'bout shit They just with it I know you met me in a club, but I'm different I'm really fuckin' with your heart, am I trippin'?
I was confused cause I didn't know whether it was just a regular song or about me. Cause she one of the only people that I let my guard down around, She always give me advice on how to be a better person in a relationship, she know bout Me fuckin' wit different bitches, and we met at a club.
