ALL I GOT

sixty-nine

"As much as it hurts for me to say this, as much as you're having your way with myyyy heart this is wayyy too hard i'm letting gooooo." I sung Come back to me by Teyana Taylor as I got ready.

"Is this really worth fighting for, is this really my fight or yours i just wanna know." I continued as I put on my lashes. The music cut short once my mom called me.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Yeah are you on your way i'm almost there." She said and i looked in the mirror as I was dressed in nothing but my robe.

"Yeah i'm walking out the door now." I lied fast walking to my bed so I can put on my clothes.

"Good, I got some good news for you music wise. I love being a momager." She said.

"Please don't say that no more mama." I laughed.

"Girl bye, did yo' daddy come see you yesterday?" She asked.

"Mama i know you sent him." I said.

"Because you were starting to sound like me, i know what it's like and he was apart of it." She said.

"Okay so Daddy, Jay, and Semaj. You knew daddy longer didn't choose him, knew jay longer than semaj didn't choose him either and chose Semaj." I said.

"Siah, Mykel, Kado." She said.

"Are you tryna play a matching game? You can't match Mykel wit Jay mama." I sighed.

"I'm not tryna match em i thought you was just going from who i knew the longest." She said.

"Oh, well i'm not choosing neither one of them hmph." I said. "I don't think i can do long distance no matter how much trust there is it's always a what if but who knows i could be wrong but i don't care i'm all about me right now." I said.

"Choosing yourself?" She asked.

"And is." I said.

"I remember when i was done and I was just focusing on you and myself and people swore up and down because i went on one date to have fun i left you for dead even though i was with you all the time unless you were with your daddy and yes i'm talking about y'all that said that in infatuated cs some of y'all victim blamed tf outta her.👩🏽‍🦯.