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I was finally done recovering and I got the okay from my doctor to get back in the studio. I was getting ready right now to go.
"You still haven't heard from your sister about Jayden?" I asked Siah. Every since she checked him out of school a week ago, he hasn't been back to school.
"Nah, I know where he at though." He said.
"Where?" I asked.
"She took him to florida, he can't miss too many days at school so he'll be back soon." He said with his eyes glued on the game.
"Well maybe when he comes back you can finally talk to her, I gotta go I'll see you later." I said.
"Ight." He said and I rolled my eyes going out the door. He been acting weird lately and I don't have time to deal with that. I'll just talk to him about later.
...
"When the next appointment?" Keilan asked on the phone as I walked in.
"Imma be there chanel, stop stressing, we gone talk about it." He continued talking on the phone and I sat down getting on my phone until his call ended. And when it did he just sat it down.
"How far along is she?" I asked.
"4 weeks." He sighed.
"Why you say it like that?" I asked and he shrugged.
"I'll tell you later." He mumbled. "Wassup wit you though, usually you be quick to tell me bout some you wrote." He said.
"I don't think I wanna do this anymore." I said.
"Do what?" He asked.
"This." I looked around referring to recording music.
"Why not?" He asked.
"I don't know I just got to thinking when I was in the hospital. Like me doing what i'm doing right now i'm not ready for my life to broadcasted on social media. Everyday isn't a good day for me, I don't feel like singing all the time, I just feel like i'm not ready to live that life." I explained.
"My life is boring to me nothing is going on for real except for some bullshit. You know I missed out on shows and interviews while I was in the hospital?" I asked and he looked at me.
"What?" I asked.
"I'm just tryna wait on you to tell me a good reason for not wanting to do the shit you just 4 months in." He started.
