i am overwhelmed and stressed and i hate myself and i am falling so far under that i can not find the strength to pull myself out. i have gained so much weight that i have stopped eating properly and i am shitting blood so i know i have got a problem. i have so much work to do and so many tasks due that i do not know when i am going to complete them all so i stall to avoid failure and give me something to blame but it doesn't work because i still know that it's my fault. everything is always my fault. i am a byproduct of a situation that i created and i cannot stop making it worse.
what have you done to yourself...
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PoetryJust a collection of thoughts and emotions that were felt too intensely to be dealt with on my own.
