i don't think you realise how hard it is for me to love you, but i'm still here.
i'm here despite you continuously making me angry.
i'm here despite how seeing you so sad so often makes me sad.
i'm here despite what others think.
i'm here for the way you sing along to your favourite songs.
i'm here for the way your face lights up when talking to your friends.
i'm here for the way you make me feel alive.
i'm still here for you.
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sometimes i wonder what it'd be like to spend forever with you, and other days i'm wondering what it'd be like to spend it with someone else. although, most often i find myself just wanting one more day to see where it gets me.
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i blame myself for this, and i blame myself for not being able to detach from you. i blame myself for the way in which i can't leave. but i also blame you for being so damn hard to remove.
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Thoughts
PuisiJust a collection of thoughts and emotions that were felt too intensely to be dealt with on my own.
