i'm so lost. i have no idea what to do now. i'm home and i'm alone and i'm scared and i'm lonely and its right about time that i'd call you. but i can't do that anymore because i was too fucking selfish to appreciate you. and now i'm falling apart, endlessly heartbroken. i should've studied today, or at least tried, but i couldn't find the motivation and so i didn't and i'm going to fail my exams and i'm not gonna get the marks i need and i'm not gonna go to uni and there's nothing i can do to control it. i'm spiralling out of control right now and i miss you and i need you and you were the best thing that ever happened to me and i took it for granted. i'm so sorry.
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you sat there and you let me make plans knowing we weren't going to last that long, and so now they're just empty dreams
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you always talked about how breaking promises is your biggest thing. you never said "i promise" but this feels a lot like a broken promise to me
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i want to hate you so badly, but only because i love you even more
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i can't breathe, i'm really hot, i'm suffocating, i need to get out of here right now. i wish you would come save me
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Thoughts
PoetryJust a collection of thoughts and emotions that were felt too intensely to be dealt with on my own.
