i think i missed your smile first. all the support and comfort it used to offer.
but then, slowly, i began to miss more of you.
your presence, your laugh, your tears, your hugs. more and more until i miss all fo you.
i just missed you.
and it became an ever-present ache
in my chest
next to my heart
where you used to be,
where you still are.
i just can't get rid of you.
i don't think i ever will.
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i invest small parts of myself into everyone i care about. i've lost most of them now. the parts i have left is all that i didn't give away. but they're forever changed by the absence of the rest of me.
when will i ever fucking learn?

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Thoughts
PoetryJust a collection of thoughts and emotions that were felt too intensely to be dealt with on my own.