12:51am 21-12-21

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i think i missed your smile first. all the support and comfort it used to offer.

but then, slowly, i began to miss more of you.

your presence, your laugh, your tears, your hugs. more and more until i miss all fo you.

i just missed you.

and it became an ever-present ache

in my chest

next to my heart

where you used to be,

where you still are.

i just can't get rid of you.

i don't think i ever will.



i invest small parts of myself into everyone i care about. i've lost most of them now. the parts i have left is all that i didn't give away. but they're forever changed by the absence of the rest of me.

when will i ever fucking learn?

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