I wish I could explain it all to you. I feel like all I wanna do is talk about how I feel to everyone, all the time. I feel so alone in my emotions. I feel so trapped in my situations. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't what I want. I don't know where I'm going. All I know is my past and the way that affects me and the fact that I just can't move past it.
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I've always said that people are a sum of their memories. I have maintained that belief since I was about 14 and I could begin to make some philosophical predictions about life. I think this was the belief that was my complete undoing. I wish I never thought it.
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I am so fucking attention seeking all the time. Every single decision I make is either so someone can tell I am struggling, or so that I feel like I am telling the truth when they ask me about the signs.
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It's really hard knowing that you're way too much for people to handle. But also knowing that you are in no way ever going to be enough for anyone either.
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PuisiJust a collection of thoughts and emotions that were felt too intensely to be dealt with on my own.
