5:32pm 16-01-21

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dear _____,

i wish i could explain to you all the ways i am feeling. i wish i could make you understand how much i am hurting. i have a list of things that i want to say. i wanna explain my past in detail and explain the numerous ways it has affected me. i wanna tell you how much you hurt me without even knowing and i wanna tell you how much i love and need you despite that. i try so hard for you and it's never been enough and i just can't anymore. but i can't tell you any of this because i don't want to lose you and i don't want to hurt you any more than you already have been. so i'm stuck.

i'm sorry.

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