"You got a boyfriend tonight"
"Oh sorry I'm drunk I'm not in the right mind"
"But do you mind if you send a pic tonight?"
"Baby please"
He's beginning me
He's on his knees saying how much he needs me
Emotions are clouded
My thoughts become doubted
I need to let go
Because I know he'll never understand, and he'll never know
His words not mine
They were a real crime
Making me believe we'd be alright
Instead I'm left crying every night
My friends keep promising me that I will be alright
But they don't know all the mind games you played during this ride
They don't know how most days I'm not doing "just fine"
His words not mine
"Baby please wait wrong person I think"
He doesn't even know the girls he's texting
He thinks having all these girls is tempting
His words not mine
Seem to make me cry
Telling me your coming over
Then forget and ask me to drive over
Are you even sober
I still keep your drunk secrets
I never told my friends
How you once made me promise as you said
That you wanted me to come over and give you hahah
I still laugh about those days
It's the only way
I can move a head
No pun intended I just can't get over all the things you said
His words not mine
Fucked me up every time
YOU ARE READING
Dear John: The Words I Could Never Say
PoetrySometimes we cry in silence because the words we want to scream would break us if we spoke them. In this book I have compiled the poems, I poured my heart and soul into when my lips didn't dare speak a word of what my heart so badly wanted to say. S...
