Dear John: The Words I Could Never Say

You Say

You always say, you'd never cheat
You always say, that you'd die for me
Well stop talking, and show me

You're always telling me
But baby, I need to see
Because I've been burned before
And I'm not trying to get burned anymore

Been through hell and back, and learned
Not to trust a man, with a nice smile and horns
Because your kiss tastes like poison, and I always come back for more

Baby stop talking, and show me your world
Because I've been trying to see
But baby, your not letting me

You say, that I'm crazy and I should trust
I listen fueled by the love and lust
You have me under your spell
I'm so fucked, because I think that I fell
For you

You have me scared to be alone
I'm so used to you being someone, I call home
Baby, please just show me who you are
Because all your talking, isn't going to get you far

Baby, I'm putting out my hand
Take mine and let's go
Because your putting on a show
And my brain is screaming at me, to just let you go
But my heart is fighting, because I fell for you

You talk a big game
And I want to believe, so this is why I stay
But baby, this is only temporary
Because being with you, is to fucking scary

I have trust issues
Some fueled by you
But baby, I'm so blinded I'm going to wait and see
But your secrets and demons will come for me

I can't hide
And you can't lie
It's all coming apart
I knew loving you would be a risk to my heart

But I'm a fool for a man like you
One with a smile and a black soul too
Because your eyes are black from the sadness you hide
And my hearts on the floor, ripped apart by all your lies

We went down together
And I knew that this was going to end in tragedy
But baby, between you and me
I'd do it all again, gladly
You might have kept a mask, but you meant the words you said
It's because of that, baby, it's you and me until the very end