Dear John: The Words I Could Never Say

My Name

You always said my name like it belonged to you...like I belonged to you

I wanted to
With every ounce of my being I prayed I would be

I got down on my knees and I cried to the stars

Wishing that you would have never said my name

You have ruined the sound forever, it will never fucking sound the same

I never truly belonged to you did I

I was blinded for so long

I never saw the red flags or the massive lie

I held on longer than I should have praying I wasn't wrong

The last time you said my name still plays on rerun in my mind

It's haunting and sends chills throughout my spine

So baby, please don't you ever again say my name

Your lips have been the reason for so much of my pain