Dear John: The Words I Could Never Say

Home Alone

The walls stare back as I sit in silence

I haven't moved in days

My heart is still on the floor, where it stays

My mind and soul are still kept in a daze

I'm all alone in the darkened room

My demons, have even stopped coming through

So, here I sit waiting for something new

However, my mind only gives me constant reminders of me and you

The tears no longer burn my eyes

Because I have cried too many times

My heart has become numb since my feelings have become shy

My mind, repeats the same questions continuously asking why

And my hands are still balled into small fists

Because I know, you thought we were too young, only just kids

But we both know that your reasons weren't true

You walked away because it was what you wanted to do

But in the wake of our down fall, our love was stronger than either of us knew

Because I'm suffering alone in this darkened room

But your suffering too

The only difference is, your in a crowded room

Filled with people who will never care for you the way that I do