Abused, bullied and unloved

Fourteen

I was in my bedroom, listening to music. When I got a text from Ally. I haven't talked to her in what felt like forever.

Ally:
Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today?

Me:
Sure why not. We can catch up on things.

Ally:
Great. Can you meet me by the park at the mall, in like 20 minutes?

Me:
Ya, see you there.

Ally:
Okay.

I got up and got dressed. I left the house without telling my parents where I was going. I had a long walk in head of me.

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When I reached the park, I saw Ally on a swing. I walked up to her and sat next to her. "Hey. What did you want to talk about?" I asked Ally. "I just really wanted to catch up with you. You know just wanted to know how your life has been since we talked." Ally responded. "My, has been crap. yours?" "Okay I guess. Me and Ashton made up. Why has your been crap? Don't tell me you still get bullied." Ally said. I forgot I told her I get bullied. I do however remember not telling her who bullies me. "Sad to say it but yes I still do get bullied. Another thing that has happened in my life is the fact, that I became friends with one of them." "Oh, that's good", Ally interrupted. "Ya, I guess. But, then he just beat me up again. He said he was sorry, but I didn't forgive him." I said. "Why didn't you forgive him." "I'm afraid that he will just beat me up again". "Well, if you want my opinion, I would forgive him. I mean he said he was sorry. What more do you want. We all need somebody who will be there for us in the end. To me, it sounds like he realized, what he did was a mistake and he wants you to trust him and forgive him. We all make mistakes." "Thanks, Ally, i'll think about what you said. But, as of now can we change the subject." "Okay well what do you want to talk about?" " I don't know,maybe how you and Ashton got back together". To be honest I actually didn't care, I just wanted the topic off me. "Well, he said he was sorry. Then, he took me to see one of his secret places. And when we got there, his friends where there too, they started to play a song. The song was called the only reason It was really sweet". "It does sound sweet. I don't me to be a bother, but do you live close around here", I asked. "Ya, why?" "Cause I need to use the washroom." "Okay, follow me." We got up and Ally started to direct me to her house. When we got to the front of her house, I saw that it was huge. I used the washroom, and when I got out Ally said that she had someone coming over. It didn't bother me. Ally started looking through movies. "What are you doing", I asked her. "I'm looking through movies". "Why?", I asked. "So we can have a little movie marathon. Come on it will be fun." "Okay, just one question do you have m&m's and popcorn." "Ya, I do. What do you want them for?" I thought it was obvious what I was thinking. "Well, you make the popcorn, then you put the m&ms into the popcorn." " That sounds good, Ill go make it you just take a sit." I sat down as Ally went to go make the popcorn. I was watching tv, when the front door opened and in walked ...