Abused, bullied and unloved

Twenty-one

You see ...

I know you are probably wondering why I did this to myself. Why did I do this when you probably thought that I was the most happiest person on earth. The truth is I wasn't. All those nights that I wasn't home, I was spending the time thinking about the pros and cons of life. You were the only pro, you were the only thing that would have been what made me stay. I want you to know that I'm in a better place now. And I want to say that I'm sorry for leaving you all alone with mom and dad. Listen, I know it might be heard for you to get over my death but I need you to. You probably don't know this but I could hear you every night crying yourself to sleep, saying that no one loves you, but I do. If you believe that or not is up to you. Just know that there is always someone out there who loves you no matter what.

There was no to and form, but I know who it was for and who wrote it.

The letter now had ink stains and some parts where the ink was faded. It had tears of both mine and theirs.

I had found the letter in their favourite book, " The Outsiders ". I hadn't brought myself to read the letter yet. This was the first time.

Tears where running down my face and falling on to the paper. Maybe if I asked where they were going late at night and took the time to notice that those words where lies. That person still might be here with me.

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I couldn't take it anymore. I had walked out of my parents house. I don't know where to go. I had nothing with me. I was all alone in this world.

I was walking when I walked into someone. It was Calum of all people. It was like one of those cliché stories/ movies where the girl finds herself in trouble and the person that finds her is like the only person who seems nice to her.

"Hey."

"Hi"

"Is something wrong.?"

"My parents."

"They didn't hit you again did they?"

"No, my dad was about to but I ran out of the house."

"Oh... So where are you going now?"

"I don't know."

"Do you want to come over?"

" I won't bother you?"

"No are you kidding me?"

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"Um... Ok"

So Calum and I walked to his house.

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(Shit ending of a chapter, I know)