Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

never felt so alive but dead

I need to vent and make a steddie thing so this is gonna be that LMAOO

Mostly Dustins POV, bc we need a child to play little old traumatized me in this 😍

MAYBE SOME DUSTIN X LUCAS??
(I ship that crap, I also ship them with other ppl but you know, I can do what I fuckin' want) I DIDN'T DO ANY RELATIONSHIP STUFF WITH ANYONE I WAS LIKE 6 WHEN THIS HAPPENED BUT I WANNA ADD SOMETHING ELSE.

I'M SO SORRY BUT WE DOING MPREG SO THIS IS MORE ACCURATE TO WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO ME. I'M SO SORRY OMG, I HATE THAT IM DOING THIS.

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Dustin POV

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Steve and Eddie have been fighting alot recently, but small meaningless fights but, but this one is fuckin' huge, if I didn't have a fear of screaming and loud noises before I do now.

I am sitting on the floor slowly making my way to the door trying not to step on the glass or somehow piss them off more, Steve's trying to stand back up, failing every time because of Eddie only pushing him back down, getting louder by the second. Eddie looks fuckin' insane, like he was just done murdering someone, Steve looked like the murdered one, blood on the both from throwing all three of our belongings at each other, trying to get the other to stop.

Now, you may wonder, “Dustin why is this happening!?” well I'll tell you, tell you why they are here basically killing each other for the low prize of proving there petty beliefs right.

this started when Steve wanted to visit his sister be barely saw didn't even know it was his sister until he was 15. In a whole different state, Steve had many friends down there also, from what I heard Eddie got drunk and high out of his damn minds and fucked a chick why Steve was hanging out with one of his friends, Steve found out while in that state, now that isn't the end of it!

When we went back Eddie and him just finished a mini fight, so the whole time they didn't talk to each other they only talked to me to make sure I was taken good care of.

So one night from the week we got back, apparently Steve thought up his revenge for Eddie cheating when he was high or whatever while we drove back home, and apparently the girl he did it with was one of his friends wife's, so his plan was get fucked by one of his close friends since he did it with one of his close friends wife's, that's what I said before huh?

Anyway, Steve wasn't going to not do it so he did, most of Eddie's friends also became Steve's so he had easy access to any of them, got with one of Eddie's close friends high enough and you know, got fucked, if you know Eddie's closest friend then you know who it is, but that's not the point, Steve never told Eddie, like Eddie didn't tell him when he slept with the girl, he just did it.

Now we are here, Eddie found out, Eddie hung out with Gareth and Gareth got high again and started explaining it to him, the thing was, Eddie wasn't mad at Gareth at all like he obviously didn't know he even did shit with Steve when Eddie confronted him he next morning.

So yup now here I am trying to escape this fight, I got out and ran to Steve's car, every time they fought I went in his car, I felt safe even though I knew damn well Eddie had the strength to fuckin' break the window open and kill me, I know he'd never through.

I waited a few minutes when Steve walked out the door, small bag in hand Eddie behind him screaming obviously not ready to give up.Steve slammed the door in his face and went to the car, started it and drove off not listening to Eddie screaming calling Steve every name below the sun, “slut, whore, dick, cunt, f\990t” stuff like that.

I didn't know who's side to be on, I mean all I know is they are both in the wrong, because like, d yes Eddie cheated that's fucking terrible, but also he was high and drunk and couldn't think correctly, he didn't know his own name, as the chick he hooked up with said to Steve, oh ya she told him what Eddie did. But Steve knew that and not only willingly cheated, drugged someone, basically SA, but again Eddie still cheated, and didn't tell Steve, and he even admitted when fighting the he remembered he had a sexual moment with her, but didn't tell. I don't know who's side to be on.

We stayed at a hotel for what felt like 100 years. Until I got the news that Eddie and Steve made up. I went to Lucas the same day because I just didn't really want to be near neither Eddie or Steve.

Lucas talked to me for awhile, “Man this whole thing is fucked up.” I said “I know..but hey, they made up!” Lucas said. “Ya.” I said I slowly leaned closer, Lucas didn't even stop me, he closed the gap between us, nothing sexual happened, but we kissed, I haven't felt loved since the two started fighting, I felt loved by him kissing me. Once he pulled away we just looked at each other, but this isn't about my love story with Lucas. Well kinda is, but you know, whatever.

apparently there was some kind of pregnancy, because 9 month's later I apparently had a sibling. Years later I found out how this child came to life, last thing I thought for the reason.

So apparently when Steve and Eddie met up, to make up from that fight, it got a bit, lets say...Freaky? And yup, that's how the child was made. I didn't want or need to know it but I was told. But I mean I don't hate the kid, let's be honest here Eddie and Steve wouldn't have made up and divorced if the whole pregnancy didn't happen, now I'm not saying they are only together because of the kid, because it's not, they just released that they weren't ment to Break up, so yup, we are much better now, very happy. Lucas and I are dating, for now I believe, 4 years? Ya, but I couldn't be happier.

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The ending is made up, my parents stayed together because of me and my brother, brother was a mistaken pregnancy. My mom and dad fought about the cheating till the day my dad died, yes. My dad did hook up with a girl, he wasn't high. My mom did hook up with one of my dads friends wife's and fucked her as revenge, I was 6. Yup I love my life😍😘 MOM GOT INTO A MOTORCYCLE CRASH YEARS BEFORE AND ALMOST DIED WHEN I WAS 3, PART 3 OF MAKING MY TRAUMA SAD STEDDIE STORYS #RELATABLE