Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

if i didn't see it didn't happen.

Um so, this includes:
Tons of homophobia, slurs, ®493, suicide, and hating your body, SH, abuse, violence.
That's all I can think of.

This is not steddie, sadly?? But it does center more of Gareth and Eddie's friendship.
I will state now, Eddie is \ does NOT do any of the :
®493, homophobia, abuse \ violence, slurs, or anything from the list above

Now that we have went through that, let's start.

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No one's POV:
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“please” Gareth cries out, blood dropped from his mouth and nose. “Its really a shame the way you turned out, sure you not one of those trans, or whatever those freaks are, people? No way in hell a guy was born so damn feminine.” Jason said, one of Gareths secrets was, well Jason was right, a guy wouldn't be born with such curves and have tits, or a pussy, one of Gareths biggest secrets, no it IS his BIGGEST secret, not even Eddie knew it.

“Speak up, or I'll figure it out myself.” Jason said, “No, I'm not.” Gareth said, lie. And Jason knew it, “Hey! Get off of me!” Gareth screamed, no one heard, even if they did, who would care about one of the freaks being harassed?

Not much Gareth could really do, he didn't have what people called
“Man power” or “Man strength”
Sure enough, and most expected, Gareth failed to defend himself on getting his shirt basically ripped off, and the wrapped up chest shown under the layers of clothing he wore to cover it up even more.

“Knew it, hey, your a women, tomboy if that makes it better, but no Man, you made a horrible attempt at trying to fool people.” Jason said, Gareth didn't want to move, as if he could being pinned to the floor, “Its really to bad you're wasting such a amazing body, to be what? A stupid attempt for a guy? Give it up, you're born a gender and you are that till you die.” Jason says.

Gareth tried hard to get out of the grip Jason had on him, he wanted to run away, but Jason got the tape that made Gareths chest seem flat off, exposing his bare chest, he didn't know if he wanted to run knowing he had nothing to cover up, at the chance of it being seen, or just take whatever was coming.

“Stop!” Gareth screamed loudly, trying to kick Jason off, or at least Jason's hand on his pants waist. Nothing worked out “Shut up, if you're going to scream at least it be moaning or something.” Jason said.

“Please stop.” Gareth said in a whisper knowing the screaming wasn't doing him anything but to anger Jason more.

...

Gareth told Eddie what happened he didn't want to hide it from the person he's closest to.

“But..Jason's not gay?” Eddie said, not getting the “I'm transgender” part. “I know. He took off my shirt and saw I had female body parts” Gareth said, not wanting to say transgender, what happened in the woods made him more ashamed of being trans.

“Your a guy though? Why yes would you have-” Eddie said, stopping. “Oh, oh..” Eddie said finally getting the message. Gareth was scared it would be the same reaction as Jason's to this info. “Why didn't you tell me? You know I wouldn't be mad about the transgender crap, I have a sister that's transgender if that helps any, don't see her because she kinda died, but still” Eddie said

“But, I don't think Jason would go that far..” Eddie said “What?” Gareth said confused “He wouldn't go as far to do that stuff over you being trans.” Eddie said “H-huh” Gareth said, not wanting to believe what Eddie was saying, is at fear it was what he thought Eddie was meaning.

“Jason didn't R49e you, and you know it.” Eddie said.

Gareth couldn't believe it, “Not something you should joke about or fake man.” Eddie said. “I'm serious!” Gareth said

“if I didn't see it happen, it didn't happen.”
Eddie said.

Those words brought Gareth back to time's be hated.

...

Years ago
Age:
8

“Happy birthday!” Gareths older brother said, Gareth got excited at the happy tone in his voice “Just joking, have a terrible birthday, be out of here in ten minutes Graham, they aren't happy when you're late to breakfast.” he said then walking away.

He put on a normal outfit, baggy pants and a random shirt, going out of his room, expecting some kind of party decorations, none.

“Change Missy Pretty Girls don't dress like that.” his father said. Gareth didn't hear him and walked away. “GRAHAM! Come back here, right now!” he said, Gareth walked over to him, the same second being thrown across the kitchen from a hit to the face. He started crying.

“Well, don't you look pretty when you cry?” he said, Gareth was confused at the sentence. Only to be knocked out.

He woke up bleeding out of his private parts, and white stuff. He was terrified at the sight. He tried to get up only to fall back down.

Gareth told a aunt, what his father did, “Graham, that never happened, my brother is a good man. Now be a pretty lady and go play.” she said, Gareth continued.

“GRAHAM! If I didn't see it happen, it didn't happen!” she said.

...

Present timeline

Gareth looked at himself, the gross breasts, and every feminine curve.

He took a blade and cut the top of his chest, littering his skin with cuts, top to bottom. Writing slurs.

F4G
FEMALE
*TRANS SLUR*
(A\N -
I am not trans, that is why its not spelled out)
Mistake

Once done, he looked at the blood drip. It drip from his Boobs to his thighs, hip to his pussy. Everything was gross to him.

No matter how hard me wanted to be a male, the world wouldn't let him be one, his friend wouldn't even believe him when he spoke out on being r4ped, Eddie believed the same guy who almost killed him tons of times.

he took the blade and did on final stab in his chest. Gareth fell to the ground.

...

“Eddie! Give it back!” Gareth said trying to get his drumsticks from Eddie “Eddie stop teasing him-” Jeff said laughing. “No! Hit me one more time and I'll put it up so high non of y'all could get it!” Eddie said laughing, Gareth fell over “Sorry-” Eddie said grabbing Gareths hand helping him up. “Its fine.” Gareth said hugging Eddie.

...

“What's your name?” Gareth said “Eddie, you?” Eddie replied, Gareth was young and it could be a mistake, but he told Eddie he was a boy, “My name is, Um, Grah- Gareth?” Gareth said, letting A random thing come out for a name, and hope it sounded like a “boy name”

The name stuck with him the rest of his life, and he was happy with it.

...

Gareths eye's closed, and fell asleep,
and he never woke up again.