Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

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I'm so mf sorry for never being on topic in this, I'm trying my best, but I fail a ton.
lmao.

- Steve POV:
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Me and Eddie have been friends for around a year now, and I'll admit after Robin talking to me about this whole bi bullshit, I'll say I have a crush on Eddie.

And I think I should tell him soon. Everything about him was so amazing to me, I get nervous talking to him, I can't help it. Eddie told me awhile back he's gay, so I'm not going into this telling a straight dude I like him.

We were at a park talking and such. “Oh, look at that, look how pretty the flower is Stevie ” Eddie said, his nicknames always made my heart jump, “Ya, it's very pretty ” I said.

After the park we went into a store, Eddie was grabbing crap that I didn't even know he'd want, “Don't you think it's a bit childish to have a stuffed animal? ” I said “Oh, it's not for me.” he said “Who is it for?” I asked “Um, a friend? ” Eddie said in a nervous tone “If you like having those things I don't care, don't gotta lie to me.” I said, he nodded and walked off in front of me.

We hung out all day, then he went home. We saw each other often, but I still missed him the second he left.

I was thinking about how weird he was acting today, but I brushed it off easy knowing he always acts weird when buying stuff.

I saw him the next day, and the day after that. Almost every day. Tomorrow we are hanging out again and I think that's when I'm gonna tell him then, how much I love him, about the crush I have on him.

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I stood at the place, Eddie waved and ran over. “So, what did you wanna tell me?” Eddie said with a smile.

“Eddie, um, I-” I started to only be interrupted, “Hey Ed's! You forgot this” a guy said giving Eddie a bag “Oh ya, thanks, she would have fuckin' blew my head off if I forgot the thing I promised to give her” Eddie said, a different smile looking at him, a more caring one.

“Bye, see you at my place later? ” the guy said, “Yup! Definitely, see ya.” Eddie said, I was confused why he had a loving tone every word he said to him.

“Gareth, wait a second ” Eddie said pulling Gareths arm, the pieces fell together when Eddie leaned in and kissed him, Gareth kissed back, then broke the kiss, smiled and left, my heart broke.

“So, what were you gonna say?” Eddie said “Nevermind” I said.

I felt heartbroken and jealous.