Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

if you say so.

(Gareth POV the whole time)

AU where Steve is dead, because I like sad stuff

I'M SO BORED AND I WANT GARETH TO HAVE THE HAPPY ENDING FOR ONCE INSTEAD OF BEING REJECTED OR DEAD OK, BRO GETS NO MERCY IN STEDDIE BOOKS

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It was heartbreaking seeing Eddie so broken after his boyfriends death, I don't know how he died, but I'm not gonna ask because I don't wanna make him uncomfortable or upset.

“Hey, um, you haven't ate in a while, could you please eat this? If not for yourself for me?” I said putting a small portion of chicken nuggets in front of him, he looked down at them then back at me, the same broken expression he's had for weeks now. “Please?” I said “You eat” he said blankly, picking it up and giving it to me “No it's for you ” I said putting it on his lap, I got up and walked away before he could say anything.

I walked back in after a hour or so Eddie was passed out on the floor, the plate was empty, he probably threw it away, like he's done with all the food I've given him.

I went to pick him up and put him in the guest room of the house, “Ew! What the fuck?” I looked at my arm a red stain was there, now that I really looked now Eddie's face it was a mess, I smiled realizing he actually ate the food instead of throwing it away, he had ketchup on his face and crumbs sticking on his face. I washed his face and my arm before I picked him up.

I was cleaning the kitchen that had food all over it, from attempts to get Eddie to eat, messes he made when he had break down, and just the fact my house isn't ever clean for more then 10 minutes.

I reached up to grab something, can't reach it, I get on the counter, can't reach it, “Why am I so fuckin' short, it's pathetic.” I said to myself, I kept trying, something fell and knocked me out.

“WAKE UP!” Eddie screamed, smashing my head against the wall, that now has a hole in it from him apparently smashing my head onto the wall. “I'm up! I'm up!” I screamed Eddie instantly hugged me, “I thought I lost you..you weren't moving, I already lost 2 people when I had the chance to save them, I didn't wanna lose you also.” Eddie said tears streaming down his face, face on my chest. “Hey, even if something did happen to me, think of the difference, you said with, you know..you stood around and ran, you actually made a good attempt to help instead on running, I'm proud of you.” I said, rubbing the back of his head, letting my fingers get tangled in the mess of hair.

“Mhm..” Eddie said calming down from his crying. We fell asleep on the floor of the messy kitchen.

I got Eddie to come outside, I asked him where he wanted to go that wasn't inside my house, I was expecting him to say the remaining parts of his trailer or something like that but he wanted to see Steve's gravestone, it was a start to not staying inside all day, I wasn't gonna be a bitch and say he can't see him, I think it's good he's bringing himself to actually talk about him instead of keeping it inside.

(Wish my mom would lwt me talj about my dad😍 but I get smacked across the face if I even say dad LMAO)

After he was done seeing Steve I brought him home because he asked too.

I took him every day for months, listened to every story he had about Steve, it was gonna be a long road until he was fully over Steve.

Huge fuckin' time skip: 3 years

Eddie and I have just kinda got used to living together he never moved out, he was good to be around, better then the place being alone, I was pretty much alone in this house since I was 7 my aunt just gives me money for the bills so I can live, my parents just got up and left one day, probably dead now, my sister turned 18 a year after they left and ditched me too.

“Hey um, Gareth? ” Eddie said walking into my room, “Ya Ed?” I said “Can we...talk?” Eddie said in a nervous tone, worry spilled over me, this tone went away completely a year after the death of Steve, but its back right now.

Eddie sat beside me putting his head on my chest, I didn't really think about it because he always has done this. “I-I think I'm ready.” he said “For what?” I said confused, “To date again.” he said getting up removing my arm.

I was happy for him, but if he's coming to me to say this, it's probably gonna end in him telling me about a crush he has, and that I'm not the guy that he's gonna be talking about.

We stayed silent for a few minutes until Eddie looked at me.

He pressed his lips against mine, I was shocked for a second but I closed my eye's and kissed back, he got on top of me, breaking apart the kiss “I'm sorry” he said I kissed him again, missing the feeling. He put his hand up my shirt rubbing the side's of my body.

“Are you sure about this?” I said “I thought about it for a year and a half I think I'm sure. ” Eddie said In A dominant tone, then going down kissing my neck getting a few noises out of me.

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I woke up beside Eddie, I was getting up, “I wouldn't recommend you stand up or walk” Eddie said laughing “Wh-” my question being answered with a thump to the floor “Thats why” Eddie said laughing.