you were here first. (Part 2)

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Steve POV:
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I felt betrayed, Eddie never told me he was dating, he never even mentioned this guy before, how long have they been dating? I have so many questions to ask.

I don't know who Eddie's little boyfriend is but I hate him. Eddie apologized for not telling me about him, he had good reasons for not telling but I still was mad, he let me fall for him this hard for him to just be dating some guy I never even seen other then him sitting at Eddie's lunch table.

I acted fine, went home soon after I couldn't stand knowing that I never will have a chance being with Eddie, even from the small interaction I saw I already knew they were really happy with each other. I cried probably all night, I didn't want Robin or anyone to calm me down or help me, I want to just drown in my own tears so I don't have to face my heartbreak the next day.

Gareth POV:
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I saw Eddie's friend, you could tell by his face so easy that he liked Eddie, that's why I tried to walk away without kissing him so I wouldn't just add onto the pile of shit that was just dumped on him. I know it really isn't my fault, but I can't help but feel guilty for dating someone I truly love and care a about, it's stupid but it's been in my head for the last week.

"Have you ate love?" Eddie said "No, why?" I said smiling at him, "good because I got you some food." Eddie said then kissing me, he sat down next to me.

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So, I've gotten a bit worried about Eddie's friend because every school day he looks worse then the last.

"Gareth?" Jeff said walking beside me, "ya?" I said "Not to sound rude but, are you and Eddie really that good for each other?" he said I stopped walking "What? of course we are, why would you ever assume that?" I said "Because, all you guy's do is kiss and crap, I mean people in relationships fuck and whatever, I mean, I'm surprised Eddie lasted this long without cheating or something to get some kind of sex." he said "h-huh? I don't understand, what do you-" I started "If you can't give someone something as simple as sex, are you really in love?" Jeff said I couldn't believe what he was saying.

Jeff POV:
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Do I feel bad for doing this? Yes. Am I going to let down 100 dollars from Steve to make Gareth feel bad to the point be breaks up with Eddie? No.

I knew the whole sex topic got under his skin so I used it. He was obviously upset. He didn't reply he just walked off.

Eddie POV:
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Gareth walked in the bathroom, he asked me to come in here, he didn't smile, talk, nothing, he locked the door and walked over.

I knew what he was doing, he's done it before, "Gareth, you don't want to do the whole sex thing right now, I don't care about doing it, so please for the love of God please stop letting people get you upset." I said, he broke easy, he cried on my chest.

I've broken a few friendships over this topic, I don't know why people feel they have to say it. Yes, I do like sex I like doing it a ton, but I can live without it, and I'm not going to force someone to do it, I mean do people really think that low of me?

Weird stuff like that kept happening, one minute Gareth would be fine, the next he's crying and asking if he's good enough, and every time I ask who's saying this crap to him, he ignores me.

Steve POV:
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"I have tried everything, I'm surprised he's still holding up" Jeff said, I was upset, I can't get them to break up at all.

I've put notes in his locker calling him a f4g, I've "Accidentally" pushed him on the floor spilling hot coffee on him, I even payed his friend to bully him, nothing is working, nothing is breaking Eddie and Gareths relationship.

I give up.
Gareth was with Eddie first.

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