Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

We can switch roles.

Lmaooo

Eddie POV:
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I've started to get concerned about Gareths mental health, his hair is greasy as fuck, he smells like a rotting body, for the fact, he looks dead. In and I don't know what happened for him to get this way, but it's been going on for awhile. I'm starting to think I'm a asshole for not trying to talk to him, but I mean it's hard whenever I'm close to him I wanna throw up from how horrible he smells.

Gareth POV:
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Ever since Steve and Eddie started dating, I just couldn't bring myself to do any basic task.

I tried so fuckin' long to get Eddie to fall for me. I tried so mother fucking hard. I finally started getting what I wanted but the second Eddie started being friends with Steve it all fell down.

I sat down beside next to Jeff and Eddie, Steve on the other side of Eddie. But the same second they both moved over a seat, it hurt, I've been trying to get better.

I couldn't handle them doing that every day. Every time I try to let my feelings out and talk to them they run away. I started crying and I ran out from the cafeteria. Why.

I let my body slide down the wall to the bathroom floors that are probably cleaner then me. The door opened, probably the last person I would want to. He walked up to me. Probably the first person in awhile that didn't start gagging when they got near.

“um, are you ok? Man they've done that crap so much that I'm starting to feel bad” Jason said, “Eh, ill admit I smell bad, so they kinda stay away, probably a reason why they do it, how are you standing so unbothered by the smell? ” I said “I can't smell anything, so it can't really bother me.” he said sitting next to me.

We talked for awhile, I forgot for a minute that this is the same guy that had his friends beat the crap outta me.

“You know if the f49907 wants to push one out to make room for a guy who used to let his friends almost kill him, he isn't shit.” Jason said, I probably would regret it, but I had a idea.

Jason POV:
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I knew exactly what he was thinking, “I mean, someone needs to take Steve's role that he gave up.” I mumbled out, I know how heartbreak and jealousy can make a person, I wasn't going to throw away a chance to ruin at least a little of freaks life.

“I guess so.” he said, I gave him a paper with my address on it and left, hopefully this would work out smoothly.

Eddie POV:
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Ok, I'm done with ignoring Gareth over a fuckin' smell. I knocked on his front door, expecting to see the same guy that looked dead.

But when the door opened, he looked his same old perfect self again, minus the sweet welcoming smile, happy eyes, those replaced with a fake smile that would show disgust no matter how hard you try to hide it, and hatred in his eye's.

“What do you want?”  he said annoyed “Gareth, I'm sorry about yesterday, and all those other months. ” I said “Oh shut up, freak. ” he said, my eyes went wide,. “Oh don't be surprised, and cut that rats nest you call a hairstyle. ” he said pushing me harshly onto the ground, he kicked my hard in the face then walked off, when I sat up I looked back to see him talking to Jason, when did they ever get along?

I went home and called Steve, I ditched school. He still went, but I didn't. But Steve said he'd see me after school.

I started to become scared when he wasn't showing up, so I got in my van and drove to the school. I parked and walked around the outside to see if he was there, and sure enough he there and he was bloody.

I was about to run over to him when I Got pulled back. “Look who finally wanted to show up” Jason said I tried to get out of his grip, I failed.

Gareth POV:
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I hated acting to mean to someone who convinced me life was worth living so many times. But Eddie also drained me. Eddie had a betrayed look on his face, I gave the same look back.

Eddie cried very punch, kick or whatever. O left him with Steve, if they wanna be together they can he bloody and in pain while doing it.

I did this probably every day. For months. I felt horrible, but he can't kick me away because he has a boyfriend and not get karma back.

I was called a freak with Eddie my whole life, I feel bad for leaving him in crap when I was given the easy way out of it.

But if Steve wants to pretend he's a good guy and give up being the guy everyone likes, then we can swap roles, he can be the outcast, the stupid loser, and I can be the popular, dickhead that doesn't deserve the popularly if being mean is what your gonna do with it.

I felt gross calling people f\g$ when I was one, I can't believe I let Jason push me into calling my own, now ex best friend, Jeff the n word. I felt sick from what I've become.

I thought if I was popular and liked that I would forget that these were once my friends, but every horrible thing I said to them the memorys of how happy we all were being friends shot into my chest.

I couldn't carry on like this, If only I could fix the mess I made when I crossed the line of being a freak to the popular side, I never understood where I belonged.

No one's POV:
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“Hey! Gareth you home?” Jason said walking up the stairs of Gareths home, he opened the door.

Gareths body hung, been dead for hours.
Words that been cut by Gareth himself on his stomach

“ Life isn't fair sometimes ”