Steddie And Other Stuff In Between oneshots \ smutshots

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Bro I must say I love you people and I don't know any of you gorgeous stupid fuckers.
I hope that gorgeous made up for that stupid fuckers part
Lmao

This only has a tiny bit of steddie, more focused on Eddie

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Eddie POV:

I walk down the halls I do almost every day. Same things happening like almost every day, the same stupid ass Jason that harassed anyone who isn't as fortunate in life as him. I hate everyone in this school and I mean everyone, at least I little.

"Freak" "f/\g" wasn't anything new. Now I have to go to dumb lunch and sit with the dumb people at my table. I hate them all at least a bit. I hate the people that I've been with the longest the most, I mean, just admit it was a game and go, I don't need friends. Gareth bumped into me on his first day of being at a Hawkins school then pushed me into the tiny group of people he talked to that day also, so that's how I have my friends, Gareth or someone takes me to people I never talked to and then we apparently are friends, don't get me wrong, I love the guy but he just doesn't think properly, the day he realizes that life isn't all rainbows and unicorns is the day he will be a normal human being, but that's not gonna happen anytime soon. I'm either forced into a friend group from someone or they are dumb as shit and don't realise I'm the last person they wanna be friends with, no surprise there that Gareth is my friend.

"I forgot when band practice was" Gareth said looking at me expecting a answer to when it was, I wasn't in the mood to answer his dumb questions, he's always late so why the hell does he care so much. "Helloooo" Gareth said waving his hand in my face, I slapped his hand hard and continued to eat. "Ow, dude that hurt" Gareth said "Sorry?" I said in a mix of sarcasm and annoyance "Its fine, you never seemed to realize how hard you hit." Gareth said giving me a smile, I returned it with a annoyed glare.

After lunch I went to class, all the people I hate most are in this damn class, Jason, most of his fuck boy friends, dumbass Steve Harrington, and Gareths ass who never shuts up, sadly he sits next to me because the teacher apparently feels bad for me and put my friend near me, I think me and him both know she just wanted the freaks huddled in the back of the class so she didn't have to see or hear us.

"So I was thinking that we paint something for Lucas, you know because we kinda accidentally replaced him with his sister for a game when he had a basketball game, and she kinda was there to stay after that." Gareth said taping his foot "Sure, but I'm not that good at drawing so don't expect a masterpiece" I said "are you kidding? Your better then my ass is you just say it's good to not hurt me" Gareth said laughing, god I hate that laugh, he acts fucking 6, he needs to grow the fuck up.

"Your right your drawings suck ass, I hope your home burst into flames and burns them, you haven't gotten any better in 2 years give it up man, i get scared every time you pick a pencil because of the repulsive thing you will make, for the fact you are repulsive." I said when class ended pretty damn loud, Gareth stopped laughing and smiling, people that heard it turned to me.

"I wouldn't take that Gareth you really gonna let the most repulsive person alive say you are?" Jason said looking at Gareth then me laughing, "Stay out of this dick" I said "Wasn't talking to you, nor did I ask for your opinion on if I should talk or not" Jason said putting his middle finger up at me.

Gareth didn't answer either of us and got up and left accidentally leaving his notebook, I was gonna grab it and go apologize, but before I did Jason did "since he's so repulsive Steve can give it to him" "Why me?" Steve said catching the notebook that Jason threw "I'm not doing it so you are" Jason said "I think I can give my fuckin' friend his notebook myself " I said Jason looked back at me and then pushed me against the wall making me fall to the floor

"For what you've just shown you aren't his damn friend, I know I ain't no angle but at least I don't wish something to happen to them that could result in their life being lost, and freak, for what I've seen today he's been nothing but nice and you return it in hitting him just being an ass and might as well had said you wish death on him. Please for the love of god shut the fuck up and use a word that's not friend." Jason said walking away grabbing Andy making him stand then walking out

Steve stood there and walked to me helping me get to my feet "I think you should apologize, Jason was right there, he didn't really do any thing for that lash out." Steve said holding my hand still not losing the hard grip he had on it. "Let go, I can deal with my problems myself I don't need you on my ass" I said ripping my hand away, I walked away Steve not leaving me alone, following behind, I see Gareth and rip his notebook out of Steve's hands.

"Gareth!" I said, walking as fast as I can to him, as soon as he see's me he drops whatever he was holding running away, did I hurt him that badly?

Dustin POV:
(hell ya)

I was standing with my head leaning on a locker till I was slammed down onto the floor "SHIT!" I screamed blood streaming out of my nose from whaen my face slammed on the locker

"Sorry!" Gareth said, he stumbled up fast only to fall back down, he did this many times but he just fell back down, "Dude you ok?" I said getting up walking over to him, he wasn't ok it was obvious so why was I asking?

"Y-ya I'm good, dandy, best time of my life!" Gareth said getting up falling again only this time lasting a second before his legs gave up on him again. "Are your legs ok? You can't seem to stand up?" I said "Just had a little problem with some guys I ran into, nothing more, I'm fine give me a second. " Gareth said trying to stand, falling yet again. I saw blood strains on his jeans after he made a few more attempts to stand, fresh cuts showing through the rips on his jeans. "Gareth stop! Your legs ain't working or whatever with you right now! Please let me help you" I said, trying to get him he pushed me away, Gareth was stubborn when it came to getting help, he grew up being basically forced to be act like adult at a young age so he was pretty upset when he couldn't do everything without help. I kept watching him make poor attempts to stand. when he knocked into me that's when his legs finally gave out, but he wasn't gonna admit that.

Steve POV:
time skip

I kept talking to Eddie, its been a day or two, but apparently Gareth couldn't walk much anymore but it is most likely temporary like having A broken leg or arm.

Every time Eddie tried talking to Gareth he would either ignore him or get away as fast as possible. Dustin was the only one Eddie would really listen to, mainly because he would tell him what Gareth told Dustin but still, I feel like a shitty asshole for saying it but he kinda did this to himself, I'm sorry but it's true

"Dude I've tried to talk to him! What do I do!? Run up take his things I don't know the name of and force him to listen!? " Eddie said "Ya, he won't listen any other way" I said, and I ment it, I mean he wasn't gonna listen if Eddie just tried talking to him.

Weeks passed Eddie got worse.

Eddie POV:

Remember when I said I didn't need friends? Ya I do actually, I didn't realise how much of my energy and happiness came from them till I lost my closest friend, my first friend, the first person who didn't run from me because I looked funny and was dressed and acted differently then the other boys.

I tried and tried to call him I tried to but as soon as he knew it was me he'd slam the phone down and hang up on me.

I cried like a child and such I skipped school days, I just couldn't get myself to stand up without wanting to collapse anymore.

Steve stayed with me, he came over after school, I went to school a few days but mostly not.

I walked into school and one of the teachers pulled me aside into the front office, and into a room with a few other people there

"Are you a friend of Gareth Emerson?" one said "Yes..? Why?"

"He- He ended his life yesterday, he was found by one or your other friends."
My heart stopped.