I thought I was invincible

Chapter 29

I could feel something on top of me. I opened my eyes, it was Nash. I couldn't tell where we were, but we were in some kind of bed. And then I recognized it. We were in his room. But why was I here? How did I get here?
I tried to push Nash away from me but my Arms wouldn't move.
"Stop it" I yelled "Nash stop!"
"Shh. it's okay, you'll like this"
I started screaming and he taped my mouth shut. My feet and hands were tied to the bed posts. I was in just my underwear, so was Nash.
I kneed him in the gut and then he punched me. I could barely move.
He took off the rest of his clothes. I shut my eyes tightly. I just wanted it to be over.
He then undressed me and then he...

I woke up screaming. Nash ran in, "it's okay, I can make it all better" he said, unbuttoning his jeans.

I screamed again. This time I was really awake. My doctor and a few nurses came running in.
"Nicolette, what's wrong?" The doctor asked. I was balling, I couldn't breath, I couldn't speak.
"She's hyperventilating. She needs oxygen. Push épée" The doctor told the nurse. I was panicking. They held me down. The nurse put a needle in me and I calmed down. They put an oxygen mask on me and I saw Cam and my aunt come in before I fell asleep.

When I woke up, the doctor was talking to my aunt, Cam was sitting next to my bed, holding my hand. No one noticed that I woke up until I took off my oxygen mask and started hyperventilating again.
I heard the machine beeping really fast and loud.
"Push 300 of épée" the doctor said to the nurse
The nurse stuck a needle in me and the beeping slowed and quieted down.
I tried to take off my mask but Cam put it back on me.
"Is she okay?" My aunt asked
"She did the same thing last night, it could have been several things"
"Can't you just ask her?" Cam asked
"We plan to but we have to wait until she's completely stable or she could go in to a hypertensive induced coma"
My aunt was crying, she covered her mouth and nodded. she sat in a chair at the other side of my room.
"I'll come back to see if she's ready in an hour or so, the nurse will watch her stats until then"
Cam and Aunt Hayley nodded as the doctor and nurse left the room.
Cam layed his head next to me.I saw a tear roll down his cheek. I squeezed his hand and he squeezed it back.

The doctor came in and took off my oxygen mask. My aunt and Cam went in the waiting room.
"Nicolette, did you have a bad dream last night? do you remember?" The doctor asked.
I nodded.
"Can you tell me what happened?"
I shook my head no.
"Get psych down here" he said to the nurse, who was standing at the doorway.
She nodded and then left.
"I'm not crazy" I mumbled
"I know" he said "but a-"
He was interrupted when a psychiatrist walked in. The doctor whispered something to her and then left the room.
"Hello there" she said, sitting down across from me "you must be Nicolette, I'm Dr. Banks"
i smiled at her and she smiled back.
"So I understand you had a nightmare last night" she said
I nodded.
"was it about what happened yesterday?"
"Yes" I said softly
"Can you tell me about it?"
"I was in his room. In his bed" I still couldn't say Nash's name but dr. Banks knew who I was referring to.
"Voluntarily?" She asked
"no. I was tied up. He was on top of me. I screamed, he taped my mouth..." I started breathing really deeply
"It's okay. Take your time" she said
"He was undressing me and himself. I shut my eyes and when he, I woke up screaming"
"Was that the end?"
i shook my head "It was still a dream. I was in this hospital. Nash came running in and he was gonna..I screamed again and then I woke up. That was the end"
"So your worried he's gonna come back?"
"I feel like he's even more mad now than he was before and if he's still mad...."
"Nicolette. He can't leave his house. Your safe, okay? No one will let him get to you ever again"
"But what happens when those 60 days are up?"
"You've got a pretty nice boyfriend out there, don't you?"
"Yeah" I smiled
"Do you think he would let Nash get to you?"
"No. He wouldn't"
"Never" Cam said from the doorway "I would never let him get to you again"
Dr. Banks smiled at me "I'll be back later. Ask for me if you need anything, okay?" She said.
I nodded and she left the room. Cam sat beside me. He touched my arm and I flinched. He pulled his hand away and smiled. It felt so awkward but every time someone...i thought of...you know..Nash.