Halloween and insecurities

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Saturday, October 31st, 2020

New York

Ariana POV 

Halloween is my most favourite holiday ever!!! Right now, Y/N and I are going to a party, thrown by one of his classmates. He was super excited to dress up, as he's been used to going all out with costumes every halloween. "Are you ready Barbara?" Y/N entered the bedroom. 

"I believe I am. Let's go Adam." I said. BEETLEJUICE! YES! I think we look pretty awesome. We both left my place and headed out to the location of the party. 

As we approached the place, there were people outside and inside enjoying their time

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As we approached the place, there were people outside and inside enjoying their time. We moved towards the entrance and walked inside. Y/N told me that the building used to be a fraternity, but it is now just a regular residence place. 

We walked through the place and the music was loud, but not too loud. Y/N spotted some of his friends and gestured for us to go over to them. As we walked over, I recognized some of them; Dani, Bea, Atticus, and Ana. There were two others I didn't know. "Hey! You're here!" Dani immediately hugged Y/N. Mysteriously long hug... don't punch her. Don't punch her. More hi's and hello's were exchanged. ________________________________________________________________________________

As the night continued, everyone was getting more drunk. But Y/N was choosing not to drink, and so was I. Just didn't feel like it. Right now we were just dancing together. There was kinda slow music playing and we were just enjoying the movement with a crowd surrounding us. "I'm happy that you came with me tonight," Y/N said. 

"I'm happy too. Your friends are really fun," I said and it was true. His friends were really awesome. I found out the other two people were Alia and Kate (Katherine), Dani's roommates. I loved meeting new people. 

There is one issue though. Dani. She is very affectionate with Y/N and he doesn't push her away. It's like there's something going on and I'm not understanding it. I don't want to ask but at the same time, I do want to ask. Ugh, this is ugly jealousy. "What's Dani's deal?" I asked. 

"What do you mean?" Y/N asked. 

Go about this in a smart way. "Is she like the new Ellie?" I asked. Yes, go with the new best friend suggestion. 

"She could never replace Ellie. No one does. But she's become a really close friend. Dani is pretty cool," he said. Ahhhh! I am feeling jealous, FUCK! 

Y/N says she's a really close friend. Really. Really. Really. "You don't like her, do you?" I asked. I was letting out my insecurities. This is stupid. Oh no. 

"I mean she's a great person. So I do like her in the sense that I like her company and friendship," Y/N said seeming to understand what is happening. THANK GOD! "Do you want to get out of here?" He said.  ________________________________________________________________________________

We walked in the streets and made our way back to my place. The walk back was like one of those movie moments. Where everything feels perfect. I have so many moments with Y/N that feel perfect. Even if 'nothing is perfect.' I love him. 

Both of us went upstairs and got ready to go to bed. I was just finishing up in the bathroom, just drying my face. I could hear Y/N walk into the room. "I love you, you know that right?" 

It feels so right to hear him say those three words. "I love you too," I said. 

I put the cloth down and turned around to face him. Y/N leaned down and kissed me passionately. "Can I show you how much I love you?" He asked. It got an immediate yes from me, as I knew what he meant. 

It was a quick hop, for me to wrap myself around him as he walked me over to the bed. "I love you," he said. Y/N laid me down and kissed me more. His lips travelled to my neck.  As he stripped me of my clothes, with my help, Y/N made sure to be gentle and caring. "Are you okay with this?" 

I love him because he's considerate. He cares. He is gentle and kind. "Yes," I said. He made his way down my body, soft kisses all over. Y/N made his way to having his head between my legs. And... you know what happened next. 

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