"𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘮𝘢 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶"
(𝘓𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴)
mᥲ𝗍ᥙrᥱ/grᥲ⍴һіᥴ ᥣᥲᥒgᥙᥲgᥱ ᥲᥒძ smᥙ𝗍..(vote for me to keep going )
BEING RE-WRITTEN AND FIXED UP HEAVILY.
wrote this in 2020..
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I've been busy and haven't had time to talk to my family ..I just came from a meeting so and I'm free now so im gonna go see them...I feel bad for not explaining to them.
Walking into the house everyone turns to me as I grab a cranberry juice I walk past them sitting down.
"so you gonna explain?" Giovanni asked grabbing my juice leaning on the island..he's shirtless and sweaty .
Throbbing .
"I was thirsty .and yes I am." I say blankly sitting down and my mom nods leaning on my dad .
"Do you remember when I was kidnapped." I started but stopped to let go a shaky breath . "Yes." My father eyes softened and I cleared my throat .
"I saw one of them again ..i-I was scared and it just happened he would leave me alone so I killed him ." I say looking at my hands trying to forget the things they did to me .
"Slowly overtime what I had done got to my head and I chose to continue on with the killing since every last one of them had something to do what with happened to me."
"I went on finding each and everyone of them hurting them the best to my ability people began to make a name for me in the underworld as you know , the mysterious woman killer." I sighed fumbling with my hands. "I knew it was wrong to kill so I sweared to never do it again but I couldn't."
"I liked the feeling of knowing they couldn't hurt me anymore, it gave me a sense of comfort and Giovanni I didn't hate you nor did I want to push you away it was best for you I wasn't ready for you and being with you not showing you affection or giving you any would've hurt your more I did love you and still do so whenever your ready I am." I say looking over at him and he was just staring at me.
I turn to look at parents and my mom looks like she want to cry.
"It's not your fault you guys are great parents and I might not show it but I love you all , I swear I do , all of you I'd do anything for you guys ." I say opening my arms and my parents were the first to hug me.
"Can we talk." Giovanni asked as he looked at everyone who nodded and they gave us be safe and loved you before leaving .
Clearing my throat I sat in front of him and he just kept staring at me. The next few words he said broke my heart while I listened.
"I don't love you..and I-I don't want to be with you." He said and my heart instantly shattered as I chew on my lip looking at him.
I tried to speak but he put his hand up in a way to tell me to stop.
"Giovanni don't do this." I pleaded as I tried to walk to him and he shook his head no again. "I'm sorry but it's not gonna work." Wiping my tears I stood up from my spot.
"Ok." I say with a nod grabbing my keys and he grabbed my hand looking at me .
