Not just a script! OiSuga

Chapter 5

Oikawa's POV:

I woke up feeling quite jolly i must admit. Well, until i remembered the fact i'd confessed to Iwaizumi over text at 3am and panicked so much i begged Sugawara to walk to mine at 4. But even then, i wasn't too... unhappy. After some rest i can admit how the conversation went was actually.. perfect. And that there's no hidden meaning behind it whatsoever and that Iwa-chan is just a good and understanding friend... that's it.

I looked to the side of me where Sugawara still slept. I'd told him to stay over, despite having school in a few hours, because i didn't want him walking back to his house after my totally unreasonable request.
Suga held onto my arm i didn't dare move. But it started feeling more and more dead because his grasp wasn't just a grasp but it was a deathly grasp. He was holding on for dear life as he slept with a frown and furrowed eyebrows. Didn't look like he was having a good nap...
I frown at the thought of Suga having a nightmare. I frown at the thought of Suga being upset at all.

"Suga.." I whispered, prodding at his forehead. He shuffled a little but didn't wake.
"Sugawara." I repeated but a little louder.
He shuffled again but this time bringing his body closer to my side, his forehead pressed against the top of my arm and his grip remained tight. Then, he mumbled ever so quietly a sound that sounded like 'Tooru'.
However i decided to pretend that was my mind turning every sound similar to my name and continued to prod at my sleeping friend.

"Tooru." He repeated, louder and clearer so i knew for a fact he was saying my name. My given name. Why is that important? Why does it make me feel so comfortable when he half waken mumbles it?
"Not now. Please, Tooru." His words were hardly even a whisper. "Not now."

I was confused by what he meant and why he suddenly started calling me by my given name. I was confused about a lot of things recently. "Suga, we have to get up. School."
Finally, his eyes slowly opened. He blinked a few times before looking up at me with these eyes... i can't even begin to explain what they held.
It was clear he was tired, but his eyes looked so... almost glistened. They shined, but not in inspired happy way, a way they shine after you've cried.
"Suga..?"

"Yeah. Yeah i'm up." His tone and face changed in a split second. He let go off me as he sat up in the bed, rubbing his eyes and giving me a weak tired smile. "Morning, Oikawa."

I'm Oikawa now? Oh my, it's too early to be over thinking about so many things.
"Good morning. Breakfast? I have the best coco pops in town."

He laughed a little, nodding his head, "Yes please." I wanted to look into his eyes again, i wanted to explore that look a little further, but once i did... it had gone. His eyes were to their original state. Beautiful, of course, but nothing. It's like a iron wall built behind his eyes, refusing access for me to see through them.
"I'm going to have to go to school with a blue shirt again, aren't i.." He groaned, because we both remember the last time Suga had to borrow one of my school shirts..

"Oh come on, dating me isn't that bad, Koushi." I teased, sticking out my tongue. I used his given name, a little because i wanted to hear him call me Tooru again, a little because i was interested in his reaction...
Maybe he'd smile or maybe he'd tease me. Maybe he would get nervous at the sound. Maybe me calling him Koushi has the same affect of him calling me Tooru.

But i immediately felt awful about it. He frowned and turned his head towards his lap. "I'm so tired.." then just totally changed the topic.

"i'll go down and make breakfast. You know where my clothes are so help yourself to get change." He nodded his head, giving me a small thank you and a yawn before i disappeared downstairs.

~ time skip to Oikawa at school ~

I yawned loudly when i walked into my first class. Rubbing my eyes and wishing i had more sleep. Note to self: early night tonight.
"Ah." I spotted Iwa-chan. Time to Not be awkward. "Good morning Iwa-chan!"

"You're exhausted, shittykawa." He whacked me over the head, lightly off course. But hard enough to show he's disappointed in my lack of sleep. Iwaizumi was always looking out for me, Always. It's probably one of the things that made me fall so hard for him.
We both took a seat at the back of the classroom. "I hope i didn't keep you up all night."

I couldn't help but smirk as i totally made that sexual in my head. Not my fault. Iwa's. Stupid wording. "No, no." I waved my hands in front of my face, "Suga came round, didn't get much sleep.."
And then it was his turn to smirk. See. I'm not the only one with an unholy mind.
"...What?"

"Nothing. Just you and Suga is all." He laughed and i wasn't too sure what about. Me and Suga? What's so funny about that?

"Huh?"

"Nothin. You better not fall asleep in class. Don't want to sit next to you drooling."
Iwaizumi and I looked at each other in unison, we both had the same look on. We were smiling softly and genuinely. I think we were both just happy... happy that last night didn't change anything... happy we have each other as friends.

Friends.

I was overly happy that Iwa-chan is my friend and nothing more.

"No worries." I picked up my bag from the floor and opened it to present the three cans of ice coffee i had bought on the way here to Iwaizumi. "I'm prepared." I said, proudly.

"Oh fuck no. You? Caffeine? Stay away." He quite literally pushed me away from the table by kicking at my chair, i made a fake insulted face at the action.

"Whatever. It's coffee or drool. Take your pick."

"Whatever."

I pulled my chair back to the table, laying my head down and staring up at Iwaizumi. I wasn't staring in a loving way... well maybe i was. But i mean, not in the way i've been looking at him for months. Not in a desirable way. Not in a way where my eyes wondered down to his lips when he spoke. Just in a loving friend way. In a way i could really appreciate the friendship i had.

I felt really good about this.

[A/n: i'm at work feeling far too sewerslidal to do anything but lay still 😍]