Not just a script! OiSuga

Chapter 25

Sugawara's POV:

I slept in.
Or, i slept more than Oikawa which is weird for us because i'm always the one to wake up first on a weekend. But when my eyes opened, i was met with an empty bed.

I could hear Oikawa (or at least i hoped it was Oikawa) downstairs in the kitchen from the sound of utensils and pots combining together.
I walk downstairs and i was about to greet my boyfriend good morning, but he started talking before i could even open my mouth. "I saw a video about how unreal society was and about how nobody ever says anything they're actually thinking and socialisation is just people lying to each other for their entire lives and now i hate living and have gained trust issues towards everyone i speak to." Oikawa said this all in one breath, he was gasping for air once he finished.
Again, i was about to open my mouth to reply to his rant but he beat me to it, again, "And then i thought, 'well i think i'm pretty honest to people i talk to'. But then i started getting paranoid thinking what if people think i'm lying to them and i don't want people to think that about me so for now on i'll just speak every word that comes to mind. Like hi you look really beautiful in the mornings but right now you look shocked and it's scaring me and making me think i should shut up but i want you to trust me because you mean a lot to me."
Finally, he stopped. Breathing heavily. Staring sharply at me.

"Oikawa.." I step towards him, cautiously. Because this seemed like a cautious situation. "I admire your willingness to prove you're not fake, but i assure you nobody thinks you're lying to them."

He shakes his head, aggressively. "No. There's no way in knowing that. You're my boyfriend you're supposed to say supportive things to me."

"I'm your boyfriend so i'm honest with you-"

"Okay then do it." His words were quick and it almost felt like he was challenging me to something. Only i wasn't sure what he was referring to, it?

"What?"

"Be honest with me. Just for today. Voice every thought that passes through."

I consider this for a while. Everything? Surly he can't mean everything. We'd never stop speaking. The idea just seemed wrong in every way possible but i just knew Oikawa wouldn't back down. Once it's in his head, it's there to stay. Until something else comes and takes up his entire brain.
"Okay, Oikawa. I'll join you. I don't want you believing i'm hiding anything from you."

He nods his head again, less aggressive this time. This time it's more reassuring and a smile takes over his face.
Beautiful...
Oh, wait. I have to say that out loud-
"What?" Asks Oikawa.

"What?"

"You had a look."

"Oh. I think i just lost the game? I thought you looked beautiful but failed to voice it.." I laugh, nervously. I much prefer admiring my boyfriend silently.

"I think you're beautiful too, Koushi. But i think i've already said that but i guess it doesn't matter if i have because i think it very frequently so you'll be hearing it a lot because God, you are gorgeous it's unreal and i want to kiss you so much right now."

I laugh and walk closer to Oikawa, "I'm kind of loving this." I admit. Are Oikawa's thoughts always this... how do i even explain it? Admirable? Beautiful? Interesting? Entertaining?
It doesn't matter. Because what matters right now is Oikawa's lips on mine and wow.
He pulls away and now we're both staring at each other. Waiting for one another.
"You first." I order.

"Okay... well first i was thinking 'i wonder what suga thinks when we kiss and if he would be honest with me when we do'. I thought that maybe because i was the one who asked for the kiss it would even matter to you because c'mon Tooru. It's a kiss! No big deal. But it is? And then we actually kissed and i thought fuck it because suga's lips are on mine and that's fucking awesome. Side note, why don't we talk about how fucking awesome it is that i have a boyfriend and he is Sugawara Koushi? I mean, yeah i know everyone thinks that about their partners but i knew before we started dating that you were an angel sent by God and dating you would be like a dream... fuck.. why didn't i notice my feelings earlier? Fuck we could've been dating for a year already-"