Not just a script! OiSuga

Chapter 8

[Poor Oikawa never gets the spot light. Let's get some pov from our great king]

Oikawa's POV:

By the time we had ran out of films and series to watch, the clock hit 1:35am. I wasn't tired enough to call it a night and looking at Suga who sat next to me scrolling through his phone, he wasn't either.

We'd been sitting in silence for the past ten minutes. Not the awkward sort, the comfortable sort, but i was beginning to get bored and i was aching for an interesting conversation.
"Sugaaa!" I dragged on his name and nudged him two or three times for attention.
He looked at me, waiting for me to continue. The room was dark, the only light shining was from the recommended shows showing on Netflix and the small lamp in the corner of the room. The dimness made his hazel brown eyes sparkle in an alluring way.
Sugawara's eyes have been a big interest to me lately.
It's like... during the day there's nothing behind them. They're beautiful but bland. But there's times... like when he firsts wakes up, or he gets excited or he smiles at me sweetly... they shimmer with a story that i can't put a finger on. It killed me, because i thought i knew everything about Suga.
But, at the end of the day, eyes are eyes and i have a disorder that literally translates to 'over thinker'.

"Yes?" He said, making me realise i'd been staring at him for too long which made me embarrassingly turn my head away.
"You okay?" I could see from my side view he was giving a confused yet concerned look. Well, i'm not surprised.

"Uh, yeah. I'm fine. Just got distracted." Suddenly i feared he thought i was suggesting his face distracted me and that doesn't sound good, despite it being exactly what happened- "Thoughts. Lots of thoughts in my head. Distractions, you know? Nothing unusual." Smooth, Tooru, very smooth.

"Um..." Is all Suga replied with, still giving me that look.

I sighed, loudly, and turned my head to look back at him. Back at his twinkling eyes that reflected the small lights. "You- You're eyes."
Even i cringed at myself at my fail attempt to say 'hey, you're eyes are pretty' or 'i like your eyes'. No. Just. 'you're eyes'. Stupid Tooru. Why am i so awkward right now? Just compliment your friends eyes for fucks sake.

"What about them?" He blinked a few times and brought his hand up to feel his eye lids. "Is there something in my eyes?"

"No!" I practically shouted. Shit. Calm down idiot you're scaring him. You're scaring yourself... God.. leave the poor guy alone. "They're pretty. Is all." Finally, i managed to get the sentence out after confusing myself and Suga at why it was so fucking hard (that's what she said).

"Oh." He looked away, down at where his lap would be if there weren't a million covers on top of us. Shit, i've totally creeped him out. Cool cool, i'm a creep for my best friend. Well, it wouldn't be the first time. "Thanks."

"You're welcome." I smiled shortly which was immediately covered with a aloud gasp and a smack to my mouth for not keeping my thoughts in my head.
I ignored Suga's questioning my sanity and got lost in my thoughts.
Did i just think... 'creep for my best friend' and 'it wouldn't be the first time' ?! What does that even mean?! I obviously thought about Iwaizumi and how i was totally weird around him so am i really comparing my last crush to Sugawara? No? Yes? No... fuck... i did. Why? Why would i think that? Why is my mind deceiving me like this? Why would i- "Owch!" A hit to the head knocked me right back to reality. "What the fuck?!" I rubbed the spot where Suga has whacked me, the usual spot where Suga whacks me when i'm being stupid.

"You were staring off like a weirdo! Stop it with you're distracting thoughts and spit it out already."

And when i did not spit it out, he sighed and stood up. "H-hey! Where're you going?"

"Bathroom, chill."

And i did chill. Because for a split second, i truly let myself believe i'd driven him to leave my house at almost 2am. Then i realised there was a window in the downstairs bathroom.... no. Stop it. You're over thinking and Suga would never do that to you. And, he has no reason too. You're just two dudes chilling at ones of the dudes house, talking about normal dude stuff with no weird thoughts or feelings. Yeah. Dude stuff.

A few minutes passed before the return of Suga. I lifted up all the covers for him so he could easily get back into the cozy nest.
He sat down closer than before, but i doubt it meant anything. I mean i doubt he calculated how close or far he was going to sit and how every centre meter has a different meaning and what the effect it would be on me. That's stupid.
He went back on his phone. "This trend is all over my for you page." He motioned his phone to me where a tiktok video started playing.
The caption read 'Kissing my boy best friend for his reaction'. All the videos were made by straight girls tormenting straight boys leaning in for a kiss but swerving the very last second, just after the boy starts to lean in himself. Seemed harsh to me.

"Damaged for good." I laughed at one of the videos where the boy looks genuinely in love with the other, i felt bad for him.
I looked at Suga who nodded in agreement. I looked at his lips (simply because we were on the topic or kissing and not at all because i wanted to kiss him) that were partly open and my head got ahead of me way too fast (again, don't want to kiss him.), "When was the last time you kissed someone, Suga?"

"What?!" His head swung fast and quite aggressively my way.

I laughed, despite hating myself for asking the question. "What? Never kissed anyone before?"

"Shut up. I've literally told you about my first kiss story. And don't you think i wouldn't told you if i've kissed anyone lately?"

"I suppose so... but you know... you could be a secret slu-"

"No."

"But you could-"

"I''m not."

"You have the looks for i-"

"When was the last time you kissed someone, slut?"
Sass.

I thought back to the last time i had kissed anyone... it upset me a little when i realised how long ago it actually was. "Months back. You were there. Party, drunk, spin the bottle, queer guys. All adds up."
And even then, would you really count that as a genuine kiss? A drunken game kiss? "Now you answer."

"A little after, first date with that guy, ended with a kiss and a not kept promise of 'i'll call you'." He did his best impression of 'that guy' he went on a date with a while ago. I remember 'that guy' and how stupid he was for never calling Suga back. But i also remember how Suga seemed quite.. relieved when he told me he hadn't..
I was relieved for him. Suga deserves better than forgotten promises and bad dates. Suga deserves a man who will treat him like fucking royalty. They should get on their knees and hail him.

"Been a while for the both of us."
Again, i feared he would think i was hinting at something. So of course i started running my mouth again. "Which is totally okay because who cares, you know? It's not all that."

He laughed and i got more embarrassed. "What's up with you tonight? Have you finally realised your undying love for me or something?"

Yes. What?! No! "Totally." No.

[A/n: keep forgetting to update on time but i'm bleaching my hair rn so i have a reason this time ]