Life so Sick or Perfect |One Direction|

Pilot

„Wake up little Sleeping beauty"

„Just 10 more minutes"

„No, last time you said 10 more minutes and then you slept another hour"

„Come on"

„NO" she is yelling at me now. I know that I can't sleep any longer but i wanted to try it on her. But it looks like it didn't affect her that much.

„You don't want to see my bad side, do you?"

„No, I really don't." I got out of bed with that. It was true what i said, i really don't wanna see her bad side. Once was enough for me.

That was when I was too lazy to clean even tho I knew I had to. Then Alex kicked me out of chair I was on and 'cause i was still too lazy I remained lying on the floor. After she realized that I wouldn't just get up she started playing my least favorite song, jumped on top of me and started screaming in my ears. At that moment I thought I was either going to die or at least go deaf, I dropped my phone and started cleaning. So yeah i really don't want to experience that again.

Today is Saturday so we don't have  school today. I was supposed to go home from my high school dorm today, but my brother got pneumonia and my dad didn't want me to catch it from him. It's 9.30 now.

I had a nightmare this night again. I really need the pills but i ran out of them yesterday. Last year i found out that i have a schizophrenia. It's sometimes like i see and hear things what anyone else can't or i have nightmares or sometimes I can't know my thoughts. The pills are helping with the nightmares and thoughts and little bit reduce the hallucinations but not that much like i would like to.

For breakfast i just took some youghurt and went to my room.
„Where do you think you are going?"

„What do you think?" That wasn't good to say.

„No, you are not going to your room. Because it's Saturday so don't say that you will be in your room all day and do homework or something worse" the last thing she said was really mean.

„Why not? And that was mean"

„Sorry but you still need someone to be with, you can't be alone" that's weird sorry but ok I guess.

„I don't think so"

„YOU AMALIE ANNA DVORAK ARE SAYING THAT YOU DON'T NEED A COMPANY?!" Oh god that's not good.

„I am very sorry Alex but I still don't know what to do today"

„It's Saturday that means no school so we can do literally everything you want"

„Yeah and that's the problem, i DON'T know what to do"

„So get some breakfast,dress up a bit to look like a human, and I'll come up with a plan in the meantime"

„I look like a human, but still do i have a choice"

„No"

„No for what? That i don't look like a human or i don't have a choice?"

„Both" Yep that's sounds like an Alex she is just like that. I normally can be home all day but no, with her i just can't.

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This is my first chapter that i ever writed on wattpad. I hope you like it. Like i already said it's my first chapter what i ever write here so i'm sorry if it is not that good like the other books. I tried to do everything what i can so i hope it is good. Last thing I am sorry for my English again but it is my 2nd language so yeah. I will try to write every day, but I can't promise that I will, but I will do my best. Please comment and vote for me.

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