I was talking with Viktor to late night and then I decided to go sleep. Sadly I can't sleep in one bed with Viktor because anyone don't know about our relationship like I said earlier. And in one cabin they are 4 people. Normally it's just girls or just boys but there wasn't space so I sacrifice myself and I am in cabin with 3 boys. They don't know it so it'll be weird.
Next morning
I just woke up. It's 6.30. Anyone here isn't awake because we most of the time wake up at 7.00 or 7.30. I woke up because of pain in my ankle. I don't know what to do so I take some pills on pain and wrote to Niall. I don't think he will be awake so I wrote to all of them. I think they will love me.
From some reason Zayn is awake.
From Amy to DJ Malik: Hi Zayn. Are you awake? I am bored pleasee be awake.
From DJ Malik to Amy: We are you awake so early. It's half past five here. Do you have even life??
From Amy to DJ Malik: Yes Zayn it's weird but I have life. But I can ask on the same thing. It's not that I am not happy but...
From DJ Malik to Amy: I don't know why I am awake... How u doing??
From Amy to DJ Malik: Bad because I woke up and I wanna sleep. You?
From DJ Malik to Amy: Then why you don't sleep? I'm hungry but I'm fine.
From Amy to DJ Malik: Because of pain. I took some pill but they're not working.
From DJ Malik to Amy: Pain?? Are you okay??
Oh I forgot that I didn't tell them yet.
From Amy to DJ Malik: Yeah I forgot. I twisted my ankle... I am clumsy a bit. But I'm okay. Please don't tell to the boys they'll make fun of me.
From DJ Malik to Amy: Oh why do you think. They're not that evil maybe... I need to go. See ya
From Amy to DJ Malik: Oh okay. See ya
That was interesting chat. I don't know what to do but I need to do something. I little lied to Zayn. The pills works but I'm starving. I didn't eat anything from the all day tour. I need to loose weight and I don't need food to be in the camp. When I can live month without food then few days will not kill me. It's weird tgat Alex didn't noticed. She always did but I guess the kids are as much than she need.
I decided to go brush my teeth and look for someone. But instead the figure is here again. I don't know what to do. I can't move but Alex is not here.
Viktor's POV:
I woke up. It's 7.15. I don't see my girlfriend anywhere. I'll look for her.
Holy crap what's happening. She's on the ground crying so much. What the hell happend?
„Babe are you okay??” I asked her. What the hell happend. I never saw her like this.
„Viktor??... Is... it... you? She asked with a trembling voice. That broke my heart on a milion pieces. She look so scared and weak...
„Yes baby that's me. What happened??” I said and hugged her tightly.
„It... was... so...real..” she whisperd. What she's talking about??
She started crying again. I took her on a infirmary. They didn't no what happened as well. Then Alex came and explained. She has schizophrenia. Whyshe didn't tell me. It's important I think. Of course I still love her but...
Amy's POV:
My knees buckled and I felt on the ground. Then Viktor find me. He looked scared when he saw me and then when Alex said him about my schizophrenia he left. Why I am so stupid?? He was supposed to know it and I didn't tell him that. I feel horrible. Alex looked confused about how Viktor react. It's weird when she thinks he's my friend and he reacted like this. I need to tell her but not now.
I ran to a restroom and closed myself in one cabin. I took my razor and did a deep cut to my wrist. Then again. Then I did it on my stomach where anybody can't see it. I wasn't thinking when I did it to wrist. And yes I always have a razor with me. It's against stress. After 10 mins I walked straight to the sink and washed my face. After I went back to my cabin. I didn't even looked on Viktor I'm scared.
„Hey baby” he said. He sounds so calm. But my body is scared. I started shakin'.
„Why didn't you tell me??”
„I am so so so sorry please forgive me I - I don't know” I started shakin'even more.
„Hey baby look at me it's fine. Why are you shaking it's fine okay. Come here.”
„What... You're not angry??” he has open his arms on hug.
„No of course not. I am sorry that I reacted so weird I was just little confused but it's okay now. Come on give me hug.” HE HE'S NOT ANGRY?? I thought that he will be pissed of. I gave him hug and he gave me kiss to my hair. He's so warm. And his beautiful green-blue eyes. He's perfect. Every single think on him is perfect. I can't understand that he chose me. The dump slut.
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We woke the kids. He did the warm-up with them because I can't run. He is so good at sports. At everything. I love him so much.
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This is 17th chapter at that's one of my favourite numbers so I tried to do my best. I will always have in one chapter max 2 POV so I hope it's okay. <33 I love you. Byee
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