Ugh...I hate shopping. I mean don't get me wrong, I love getting the things I want but having to actually go to stores to buy stuff is exhausting. I am not a fan of being in crowded spaces that's why I avoid going to malls when I can. Now, back to my task. How I wish I could be sitting in my living room bingewatching on 'Superstore' on Netflix. I realize that I've zoned out a bit as I grab two packets of Doritos.
"There, done!", I say as I put them in the trolley. So now that I'm done I can finally go get some rest and maybe watch a movie or two, who knows.
First thing I do when I get home is take off my bra and shoes then I start packing the grocery. Yeah, I'm super tired to be doing all this. Once done, I soak myself in water just to try and relax. As I shut my eyes, I immediately think of scenarios that might never even happen. I imagine falling in love with an amazing guy who puts my needs before theirs and wants me to achieve my goals...but that can only be a dream. Solely because I honestly don't believe in love and no, I have never had my heart broken before.
I have dated and slept with some people before but I have never fallen in love with any of them. There is no sad story attached to me feeling this way I am simply just not a "hopeless romantic" I guess. I realize I've been in the water for too long, aze ayabanda lamanzi (this water has gotten cold) so I quickly bath and tidy up. I decide to wear my onesie since it's a bit chilly outside ngoba haibo!
I've been talking for so long I haven't even introduced myself. I am Ziyanda Mkhize, 24 years of age and ngiphila umgowo (I am living umgowo). Yeah and I am single as the day I was born. Well more things about me will unravel as time goes on.
Oh and now I'm on episode 5 of season 4 of 'Superstore'...I swear this series is hilarious I can't stop laughing.
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To Love Or Not To Love
RomansaZiyanda Mkhize is a young lady who has never fallen in love before but later meets a gentleman who ticks all her boxes. Will she finally fall in love with him or will she sabotage herself and ruin whatever they have going on?
