Searching For Answers (We Can Make This Work sequel)

Chapter 39

** Darcy's P.O.V. **

"Hey Darce come in" Will smiled at me as he leaned against the doorway.

His grey sweat pants hung from his hips, his navy V-neck clung to his toned torso and his hair was slightly tossed

"What brought you around this side of town? I haven't seen you in so long" Will smiled and hugged me as I entered the apartment and took a seat on his sofa "JJ told me she kicked you out" I said looking up at him sadly

"She had every right to, I shouldn't have treated her like that" Will sighed as he hung his head

I decided to keep my mouth shut about JJ and Spencer. I could see he was still raw over JJ, I didn't want to make things worse for him He was always such a good friend to me

"Did you guys not try to fix things?" I questioned

"I called her and tried to talk so many times, I went to the house and she would just shut me out. Ever since Henry left things were never really great between us. Then when Lucy started working in the precinct I don't know what came over me but I had fun when I was around her. JJ and I, we forgot how to have fun. A couple years back I suggested we have another kid and she completely shut me out, she had a hard time having Henry and she thought I was trying to push her to go through that ordeal again. I just wanted another kid Darce, just another bit of happiness" he looked at me sadly as he stood there explaining everything to me

"I understand" I nodded at him sympathetically

"Oh where are my manners" he began before I could say anything else "would you like some tea or coffee?" he asked, the smile reappearing on his face

"Actually, it's been a rough day, you got anything stronger?" I grinned

"I've got just the thing" he winked as he strolled to the kitchen

He came back with two glasses of whiskey and handed one to me

"Perfect" I sighed contently as I leaned back into the sofa and took a sip of the alcohol and sighed as it tingled my throat

"I've been off this stuff for a while" Will said as he stared at the glass

"Oh Will I'm so sorry, I didn't know you were...." I started feeling terrible for making him do this

"No its okay" he laughed at my sudden reaction "I try to stay away from it but, hey it's an occasion, plus I've learned to control myself" Will smiled softly

I nodded and smiled as we both took another sip

"Have you been seeing Lucy?" I asked curiously

"No I left her as soon as Jen kicked me out, soon after she got a transfer, I've been alone ever since" he sighed

"Hey how's Jacob? I haven't seen the kid in so long!" Will changed the tone

"He's good" I smiled "it was hard for him after the attack but he's back to work now and things are going great. He's got an amazing girlfriend, she takes great care of him" I laughed

"That's good" Will smiled as he looked into my eyes

After that we drank more and reminisced on the good years before everything became so messed up. It was good to just laugh

"Hey remember you and Hotch" Will laughed

I scoffed "gosh Will don't remind me of how much of a player I was" tears rolled down my cheeks with laughter "the academy rookie rolls in and just fucks everything up" I laugh

"Literally" Will burst into laughter

"Will" I giggled as I hit his chest

We both stopped laughing and just looked at each other. I couldn't keep it from him any longer

"Will there's something you should know" I sighed having to down the mood

His face grew serious as he looked at me

"What is it?" he asked

"Earlier today JJ told me something, and I don't think I can forgive her for it" I looked at him with a hint of anger in my eyes "when you left her she ran to Spencer, he comforted her and he took care of her. She slept with him and they dated for a while" I muttered

Will looked away for a minute, sadness more so than anger in his expression

"I'm angry Darce, don't get me wrong, I am. But she left me and she had every right to move on, Spencer comforted her and that was more than I could have given her, yes I'm angry she moved on so fast, practically the next day but that was her decision. What angers me is that she knew you were alive and she hurt you like that." He looked at me sadly as he placed his palm on my cheek and wiped away the tears i didn't realize were falling.

To feel his warmth was more than i had felt in so long. The love between Spencer and I never really returned, no matter how hard we tried. Baby or no baby I don't think we could have ever gotten that back.

Will leaned in and hugged me softly. His strong arms felt so protective around me. I tucked my head into the crook of his neck and took in all his warmth when I realized what we were doing. I cleared my throat as I pushed myself away from Will. No matter how bad things were between Spencer and I, he was still leaving in two days and I should be at home making it up to him. Loving him as much as I could with the time we had left

"Uhh I think I've had too much to drink, I'm sorry about that Will, but it was nice seeing you again" I smiled apologetically.

"Darce, I'm sorry, I just hate seeing you upset, please stay another bit, I haven't seen you in forever and it's nice to finally have some company" Will smiled innocently and I just couldn't say no

I turned to face him as he stood up to meet me but came a little too close and I lost my balance. He caught me just before I stumbled

"Woah easy tiger" he laughed as his strong arms held me up

"I think that whiskeys going to my head a little" I laughed

I just stood there, I didn't even try to move. It felt so right just standing here in his arms. I needed his love

"Fuck Spencer" I mumbled as I leaned in and Will met me half way as our lips finally met

His lips moved towards my neck

"Fuck JJ" he whispered as his hot breath hit my neck and I couldn't stop myself I began to take off my shirt and Will doing the same as we fell onto the sofa

"You're all I needed Darcy Blake" Will whispered as the heat grew between us

"Don't let me go" I sighed as we stripped the whole way and finally let ourselves go, not holding any of our feelings back