My Loner Love #Wattys2015

chapter 26 Longing

Dedic to Ms jeyyydiii my ever loyal reader.. the first who made a comment from chapter 25...thanks so much BIG HUG...

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Stan

Tired and exausted! Its been 3 days since the last time i saw her. Though i been busy this couple of days, i cant help but think of her. She's my Life, my breath i take.

Nag karoon kasi ng emergency ang isang eroplano na ka schedule lumipad sa Manila, since ako ang Head sa engineering, kailangan ng presence at assistance ng mga tao ko. Not that i dont trust them, but being a Boss i'd like to see on my own the troubleshooting.

Kaya naman lumipad kaagad ako pabalik ng Pilipinas.

Kahit ayokong lumayo sa tabi nya kailangan. Kahit hahanap hanapin ng sistema ko ang mabango nyang amoy.
Kailangan kong tapusin at solusyunan ang problema.

Because i'm one of the investors of the company. Kailangan pangalagaan ko ang pinag hirapan ng mga member at dito nakasalalay din ang kabuhayan ng mga empleyado.

We have to give the best service and satisfaction for the customers/ travellers.

"Hi baby! I miss you..."

This is the best thing i can do for now, leave her a message. I can't even call her, because aside from, i know she dont like to talk to me, im too tired from thinking the aircraft situational status.

But i make sure that everyday she got a flower while i am gone away.

Two more days, matatapos na din ang problema dito. Were just waiting for the aircraft parts that we ordered from japan for the replacement.

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Tin

I immediately open the door, thinking it was him.

" Delivery maam, flowers for Ms Locsin." the delivery boy says.

"Yeah... its me. Thanks" I replied

I smell the flowers, " ang bango." everyday nalang ako my bulaklak. Halos wala na akong mapag-lagyan nito, pati sa Comfort room nilagyan ko na.

Alam ko naman na galing ito kay Stan.

Pero mas gusto ko sana kung sya ang makikita ko, kahit wala ng bulaklak.

Miss na miss ko na sya. Gusto ko na syang makita.

Gusto sana syang tawagan o i text ito pero, iniisip nya na mas maganda kung personal nya itong makausap.

Napag-isip isip nya na kailangan na nilang mag-usap. Harapin ang bawat agam-agam.

Hiling nya sana na sabihin na ni Stan kung mahal sya nito. Para naman hindi na sila mahirapan pa. Yung mga katagang lamang naman na yun ang gusto nya marinig mula sa binata, at walang pag dadalawang isip nya rin sasabihing mahal nya ito, Noon at Ngayon at hindi ito nabawasan kahit kailan.

Gusto ko ng makasigurado, mahirap kasing pumasok sa isang relasyon ng walang kasiguraduhan.

Gusto ko mag kapamilya katulad ng pagmamahal na meron ang mga magulang ko.

Na kahit matatanda na ito, makikita mo parin ang kanilang tunay pag mamahalan.

" Ahhhggg...nakakabaliw ang mag-mahal.." i shout, to release the feelings.

" makaligo na nga, baka tamarin pa akong pumasok."

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" Hey! Lets go out for Lunch." cheska just appeared infront of her desk.

" Ohh.. nakakagulat ka naman! "
pinanlakihan nya ito ng mata. "yeah, sure." i said

Tumawa ito at Sabay silang lumabas ng opisina.
Tinungo nila ang paborito nilang kainan.

The Bryce's sobrang sarap dito, healthy na affordable pa. Malapit lang ito sa company building nila kaya walking distance.

" You know what?!, lately you look like something bothering you, do you have a problem? " cheska asked her with a concern tone.

" me? No, im okay.. I dont have a problem. Im good..." depensa nya

" Nah! Liar!.. sagot mu palang halata kana." Cheska look at her with disbelief

Inirapan nya lang ito..

" come on, tell me. Im your friend, remember!" Cheska beamed her.

" Love life i guess.." Dag-dag pa nito.