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Y/N Pov
During the car ride, I tried to talk to Kid. But nothing. It was only a till we got to the graveyard, did he finally say something. " I want to stay in the car." " How come buddy" said Jasper? He looked at the bag in his hand. Jasper and dad took it as cue. And left the two of us in the car.

Kid Pov
I glanced out the car window. Everyone was getting ready for the burying. I grab the bag tighter as I saw the truck holding Penny coffin come in. Part of me wanted to go out, but other parts of me couldn't. I felt a hand wrap around my own. I looked over to see that it was Y/N. However instead of her smiling cheerful face, her face was opposite of that. She was looking out the window and was quietly crying to herself.

I unbuckle my car seat and hugged her arm. She stop and looked over at me. " It ok to cry" I said in best my kid like voice. " Kid... I." " I know that you adults think that you have to be perfect in font of kids. But you don't, if anything it's actually kind of nice to see something like this." " You know Kid, I about to say the same things about you." " You were?" " Of course, after all wouldn't you do the same thing of us and your friends." I paused. " I guess your right." I looked over at the bag again. " It just that, I had always assume that if Penny were to die for real. I would be the one to handle it the most easily. Sent I seen her die a billion times before. But I guess not." I let go of her arm. She then place her hands on my shoulders. " Look grief is never a easy thing. You can watch a person die a billion times and have them could back to life. But once they die for real, all those other die don't matter as much." I sighed, why must life be this way?

Y/N POV
The two of us soon join the others. Kid when off with his friends as I when with to other adults. " Oh there you are. Of a second there. I thought you two wouldn't be coming" said Sarah. " Of course not, we just had some other things we needed to do first" I said. Grabbing a drink from one of the table they set up. I frown as the new crew was getting ready.

" I can't believe that Penny family is still letting the news record the funeral" I argue. " I have to admit it myself. I not a big like fan of it either. You would think that they would want this to be private. Especially considering this funeral is for her daughter and granddaughter" said Ben. Jerome mom Ella joined in. " She probably doing this to make herself look good. I mean, she is the mother of somebody who was doing testing on kids. My old husband's dad tried to do the same thing." " Your joking right." " I not joking." " But why, why the heck would they use there kids likes that. I understand that there were bad people, but still. Why?" Said Sarah. " I guess you can say, parents like children. Parents do have a very strong effect on a children develop" said Ben. Speaking of children, I looked over at the kids. They were all chatting with each other it till Kid left the group. He was walking over to talk to Buggs. Odd. " Attention everyone, we will now be starting the burying now" announced Penny grandmother.

We all gather around as we watch them bury the principal first. The burying was just like the church ( minus the tossing ). " I enjoy the under life" yell Alice. " You and the old principal are reason f******* why were being tested on" scream Billy. " F**** you F****** F-." Sarah cover Billy mouth before he could keep cussing. Fortunate for Billy, Buggs was doing a scared good job at that. " F********* you. I hope you have F********* time in hell. Because I sure don't F******* care. As for the rest, well they don't F****** care. Your the reason why we had to do a F******* lockdown. Thanks to your F******* monster." Buggs mom grab on to his mouth as well. " Nugget hope your happy to be dead. Become Nugget and all of Nugget friends sure are." " Penny was your daughter, yet you choose to kill her. That the most heartless thing a parent can do" scream Kid. " Down lived the principal, down lived the principal"chant Monty. The others kids soon join Monty in the chant. " Down lived the principal, down lived the principal, down lived the principal."

Next was Penny, all the kids when silent. As if they were in a library with the world most strict librarian. I looked over at Kid, he was hugging my leg. So I bend down to him. He gave me a more proper hug. I looked over to Billy and Lily. Lily was crying so Billy grab on to her hand. Nugget soon join in. Kid let go of me and went to join his friends. After Penny coffin was bury, we all started to get ready to leave. I was about to find Kid, when I felt a hand tucking at my dress. I turn to see it was Buggs. " Oh hey there Buggs. Do you need something?" " Kid wanted me to tell you to meet him by the willow tree" he said pointing in to the direction.

Kid Pov
My heart was racing and my breathing getting rapid. God was this a mistake? Maybe I shouldn't be doing this? I didn't even plan any of this. Why did I think this was good idea? What if I ruin it? Luckily for me, I was able to calm myself before she came. Having a panic attack would of ruin what I had plan. Well that technically not true. I don't plan any of this. So I guess this is more of a spontaneous plan. Kind of like how she spontaneously took me in as her son.

Y/N Pov
I push though the leaves of the willow tree to find Kid sitting by it. I sat next to him; he had a box, and picture of him with his parents. However unlike the other pictures his parents faces weren't black out. " I want to give you something." He handed me the box. " What is it?" " Open it." I open the box. Inside was my mother music box. All fixed up, with a new coat of paint. " My mother music box!" " I had Monty fix it for you." I was over enjoyed with the gift. However the feeling seemed to be a one sided.

As all he did was staring at the picture. I place the box away, and pointed to the picture. " Are they your ex parents?" " Yeah that them, Rosemary and Alex." " How come there faces aren't black out?" " It's because this is the last photo I ever had with them. And beside I made a promise with this." " A promises?" " Can I ask you something? And it's ok if you say no, or if your not ready for this. I understan-."

I warp my arm around him. He took a breath and looked at the picture. He curly his leg and warp his arm around his legs. I watch as he fiddle around his hands. He noticed me, so he stopped. The leaves of the willow tree were swinging in the wind. No sound was being made other then the sound of birds; as they song there beautiful sound. He took a breath again, and looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes for his. His eyes were full with both fear and love. A feeling that both of us knew very well of. He was about to say something, but hesitated before he could. After a few minutes, he spoke again. "I first just wanted to say thank you. If it hadn't been for you, I would for still be my old self. So thanks, even do I only your foster son. Speaking of frosting; I know that I only your foster son, and that your my foster mom. But I was wondering if maybe I could be your ..... son? And that you could be my mom for real. If that's ok with you................ mom."

I don't even know what to say. He just called me mom. All sort of emotions flooding with in me. My heart felt like it was going to break from those emotions I was feeling. Memories started to come out. The time I song him a lullaby after he had a bad nightmare. Or the struggle it's takes to get him to go to bed. Getting to meet all of his friends and classmates. All the pain I felt when he was the hospital. The day when I started to take him in. His smile and laughter when he near his friends. The times where I had to discipline him. The times where he acting his acts age, or older then his age. Each of those memories are memories I would dare give up. Even the bad I wouldn't give up.

Tears run down my face as I grab on to him to embrace.

Kid Pov
Mom was hugging and crying on to me. She eventually let go. She smiled her smile at me. Like she did on her first day of work. I didn't take a genius to know her answer. " You know Kid, it's actually kind of funny. I was originally going to ask you. I even had the papers ready. But I guess you beaten me." I couldn't help but laugh. I pulled out a lighter from my pockets. Mom saw and immediately grab it out of my hand. " Why do you have a lighter Kid?" " Remember how I told you that I made a promise with myself with the photo." She nodded her head and listen. " I promised myself that if I found a family again. I would burn all the photos with my ex parents." I held the photo up. " Starting with this one." She offer me the lighter. " You sure that you wanted to do this Kid." " Yes I do, after all. How are you supposed to move on in to the future. If you keep holding on to the past." I turn on the lighter and place the photo on the ground. Don't worry I got the water ready to put it out. Mom turned the music box on. As we listened to the music, and watch as the fire slowly burn the photo away.

Looks like the principal is getting some new friends today in hell.
A/N: I have been waiting for this chapter for so long now. I can't believe I was finally able to write this chapter for you guys. Thank you for helping me get to here. See guys for the last part.

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