Rivals

Part 30

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sid : sana please.. ( he tried to hold her hand but  Ayaan snatch her hand from his hold )

Aayaan : mr. khan . don't every try to touch my girl ( bhoommm another boom explode & shocked everyone )

Girls :  my girl??/

nusrat : yes!! they were engaged .

sid : engaged??

Aayaan: we will send invention for our wedding do care to came . ( he said to other girls.

Inspectors arrest ashwin & lock him behind the bar..... many hearts were broken with the truths & shocking revelations.

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"My girl " Every person in a room asked in shock as all knew her very well that she can't just marry any other guy. She had loved him so much from the depth of her heart that she can't have such romantic feelings for anyone.

Sid :  ( in a range ) what did you just say?? ( attack him) how dare you.... ( cut in the middle)
Shehnaaz : ( came between sid & Ayaan) don't... 

Sid: no this can't be true. No you can't do this to me. Please say that this all is a drama. A whole drama.  ( he pledged her with a folding hand & with lots of tears. )

Sh: drama??? Like what you are doing right now.

S : sheh... ( she shows her palm to stop him)

 
Sh : don't ... Don't you dare   ( hold for a second ) to touch him. Who the hell are you to ask him???

 
S : ( hold her arms) shehnaaz I'm siddharth. ( she struggles in his arms to be free from him but his hold became more tight) Your love, your fiancée. ( eyes full of tears)

 
A : siddharth.. ( in a loud tone) leave her. ( sid face turns red & shehnaaz very well knew that what this color means. Ayaan tried to come but shehnaaz signal him not to . Ayaan understands her point that she herself has to deal with this to be free from all this relationship, feelings, emotions etc etc.)

 
Sh : ( sad laugh) love???? ( sid look in her eyes where he only finds emptiness which makes his heart crunch) which you shattered with your own feet. ( sid realize how much hate, dissatisfaction, & hurt in her voice) not only my heart, but you had shattered my whole life along with my baby. ( baby.. That word pinches every person's heart that the blood, flesh of their family, a new generation of their family has died before coming into this world. A long tear escapes from her eyes & every person has blurry eyes. )

S : sheh... ( sid was about to hold her face in his palm but she moved backwards as she doesn't want him to now console after years of her dark day. Yes it was a dark & crushed day for every woman . She holds herself as she doesn't want to be weak in front of them. She wanted to prove that she was strong enough to deal with these feelings herself. It was her loss, only her. She lost her own flesh on the same day when she had lost her love, her family, and her life. She became lifeless the same day when she woke up from coma & knew about her whole losses.) 

That was not only your loss ( he said like he knew what she was thinking. She looked at him in a shocked way as he knew what she was thinking.) They were my flesh also ( a long tear escaped from his eyes) I also lost   .........my blood, my baby.

Sh : they are not yours. You are not in place to call them yours when you yourself abandoned when they needed you the most. ( in a range in her voice)

S : and you know the reason. I did so, you could survive peaceful life. our family could be peace. I didn't knew about them. You didn't told me.

Sh : did they???

S : huh??

Sh : did they survive??? Are we living peaceful life??? Did my babies survive??? Are they with us now???  ( in a loud scream) you killed them too. As a father it was your responsibility to protect them, make them feel safe but what did you do?? You leave me at the moment when the little creatures are in my womb.

S: I never intended ( he tried to hold her but again she moved backward ) .

Sh: whether it was intentionally or unintentionally but it happened & happened because of your carelessness towards us. ( after some silence ) you killed them.

S : how can I ever think to kill my own flesh???

Sh : you are the reason... & I can't forgive you for that.

S : I'm so sorry!! Please give me time to fix my doing. I promise I'll never ever.....

Sh : you are not... I'll never forgave you . Not for what you did to me but for what was done  with my unborn kids. So, never try to cross my path. Aayaan ( he came to her when she held his hand. ) I'm happy with him, with my family. So, leave us alone. ( she walks away with Ayaan with hands in hand) amma let's go.

S: shehnaaz please listen to me. I'm sorry. I can't leave without you. ( he is pleased with tears in his eyes)

Sh : you are living on your own for 19 years... With.. Out... Me.. & I don't care if you further can Or not. It's not my concern.

S: ( in anger ) you can't even imagine how I lived such years all alone. After losing you, I was in peace that you had lived a peaceful life . How can I now live when I got to know that they are not with us & you are living a miserable life.  Please don't leave me. I can't leave alone now

Sh : If you can't leave alone, you can marry her ( point towards zoya ) she suits you. You both deserve each other. ( with this word she leaves the place with her family. )

S : if you really want me to be shattered then I'll fulfill your wish for sure. ( he screams to her. He breakdown on the floor with thud. Shehnaaz heard him & her heart crunch with his breaking voice. Or you can say with the agreement he said. She closes her eyes to let the long teras escape & goes from there.)

In a plane what she all could think about is him & his word.  She couldn't think about the right & wrong in such a place. What all she could think was about her kids & why they had gone. In a whole way she did only one thing,, crying & crying. Crying to shade her darkness, her pain, her loneliness. Crying last time about the past to start a new journey.