Rivals

Part 48

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after long 19 years of hard work & search I finally got her. she had totally changed herself. she became more stronger; mentally & physically. she had changed everything in her. The one who know her by her look , personality & nature will never be able to recognize her just by her look but how can't I. I had known her by her soul. I can feel her. She tried hard to hide herself, her identity but truth can never be hidden for long.it will search its own way.

I was happy that finally I got her, I got chance to seek her for forgiveness but all my imagination goes on vain again. she play hide & seek with me. she fully ignored my existence.  Her being with me but a distant within us make my heart crunch. but that put more ghee on my burning heart, when I found my brothers, my friends were in contact were in contact with her but hiding it from me. I burst hard on them. I even break tie with them. they had seen me suffer. they know how I handle myself, how they bring me back from that darkness but still they hide her from me. I was really angry with their betrayal. I make a mess. I locked myself in a room... mess room with my wounds. I didn't indented to treat my wound. I  want to feel the pain, suffer in pain to decrease the pain in my heart. I had doubt on Shizuka to be my Shehnaaz. I was searching for a proof to talk with her but what comes to me shock me.

After sometimes I heard them calling  me, but I ignore them. I don't want them near me. suddenly I feel her presence near me. I heard jay was fighting with her. god knows why as I couldn't clearly heard them . Later they opened the door with extra keys. then, I found her with them. I thought she had came for me but my bad. during their talks, I get to know that others doesn't know her true identity. She hadn't disclose herself to them as well. She forcefully made me get treated. I was happy at least she came. I feel a peace seeing her. I told my other friends that she is Shehnaaz but no one believe in me. they confess that they had contact with her, how they get her, how she threaten to not disclose it with others , specially to me.  They also told me that she only contact them through mails. they don't know where she live, what she did, how  she look before she came in front of all. she also threaten them for not to try to trace her. but they once tried for me but was no use of. she had make herself a private person from a very open book. she really had changed. I asked others to leave alone. after lots of hard work , finally they leave me with nurse.

at middle of night I got a sudden panic attack. Nurse tried help me but I didn't let her even touch me. she got afraid with my condition  & run to call my friends. After sometimes, Nurse bring her. she maker me claim. she had that power on my body. nurse inject some medicine in me & everything became blur. Shehnaaz had stayed some more time with me & had said something but I didn't know what. I didn't know when I fell asleep but when I open my eyes she was not there with me. Nurse checked me . I asked her to leave but before she could go , she gave me a pendrive which Shehnaaz had asked to give me.

next morning when I woke up with the hope to see her , I only find a drive instead of her. she had been already left from there leaving a video msg for all of us. she again misunderstood me & my action. she thought I hate her that's why I don't want my friends to talk with her.  we tried to get her but she was not there in our contact. she had once again left me, that too because of me. we run towards her room as everyone think Shizuoka could help us. only if they knew she was the real Shehnaaz. we got her room door only to find that she had already left. meethi was near to her so, we tried to get answer from her but what she disclose skipped my earth underground. shehnaaz, my Shehnaaz was already married & had kid with umar, same guy who threatened me to snatch her from me. I pleaded meethi to let me talk with her but she directly refuse me in my face. She also burst on jay & vikas. vikas was hurt with her where jay was also angry with mahi for hiding the  truth.