Rivals

Part 38

Jane kis baat Ki mujhko saja deta hai,
Meri hasti  hui aankhon ko rula deta hai,
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Jane kis baat Ki mujhko saja deta hai,
Meri hasti  hui aankhon ko rula deta hai,

Ek muddat se khabar nahi tera.........**.........
Ek muddat se khabar nahi tera,
koi is tarah vi kya apne pyar ko bhula deta hai:

Sid was quietly listening their talk & staring his love time to time. He was sitting on the Side chair where they were on couch. He badly wants to talk with her but.. He can't. He can't when he knew she doesn't want to after how much he had hurt her in past.

He wanted to hug her tightly in his embrace but was not even able to hold her hand. He wanted to talk with her, discuss their life in each others absence but was not even able to look at her eyes. He had missed her on those passed years which he can't be able to describe in words. His sentiment, his feelings, his emotions, all where not in peace after seeing her this near of him after ages. But he can't even elaborate those in words.

He knew he had hurt her, broke her beyond the repair that she hate him to the core. He has lost many things in those years but the pain of losing her was the worst.

Agar aap humey nahi chahaaty toh kya huwa,
Kya itni si baat pe hum aap ko pyaar karna chhod dengye:

She can feel a strong gaze on her for time to time & she knew who it was. But she didn't gave him a chance to satisfied by looking at him. She doesn't want him to know that he affect her. He had already hurt her enough now she can't let other to overpowered her happiness, her life. He can't turn back now. Although she got the whole truth about the situation, why he took that decision in past but now it's too late for him to realise. She had already lost many things in her life but now she can't loss any one for the past. They already had suffered enough in past that no one have ability to handle any other break down.
They had already settled their accounts of past so, they doesn't want to link on to the point. She ignored him as much as she can to prove that she doesn't care about them. Did she??? No she had already moved on from the past relation. Did she???

On the other hand, Ayaan & zoya also took some secret glance of each other.  The only thing that can be seen in those eyes is love but no one was ready to explore another's feeling.

Ayaan deliberately avoid zoya's smile as he knew what affect she hold on him, her smile is the first reason for him to get attracted towards her. He knew what path he had taken in his life was not going to be easy for him as they both were not able to love another ever in life. There is no way back for them as families were already involved on this he can't cheat his best friend, his jaan & his closed ones  because of his this emotion.

A tears skipped from zoya's eyes when she realised his ignorance on her. She knew she had done many bad things in her life but only for him. She had realised that she was on mistake. She had hurt many innocent for him, for her insecurities. She thought she was protecting him from evil eyes. She did only to be with him but those things she has done crossed her limit. And hurting her ( shizuoka) was the last stroke to crossed the lined broader. He will never forget her for that.

She quickly wiped her tears before anyone can see it but Ayaan had already notice it. He feel bad for her, for his love but he can't do anything as it's all her own doing. She herself push him to the end of their relationship.