Rivals

Part 58

Siddharth leave the portion & saw the group waiting in a hall. They was about to retard for their room when the door clicked so, they wait for what come next. They saw siddharth in a miserable state. eyes full of tears, pale face. All were disheartened with the look they get. They were sad to see their friend in such state. once wrong step cause more damage than thinked. Sid was about to leave without giving them any response when jay called him.

J: Sid!! bro!! are you okay?? ( he just look at them with lost ) is she alright. ( he shake his head )

S: I made a mistake. ( all gave him a look ) I think today I lost her fully. ( Ayaan who had stood near the door walk inside )

A : I will see her.

S :  Don't go. she is not in ( BEFORE HE COULD FINISHED HE HAD ALREADY LEFT ) a state ( sid try to go after him in panic but meethi's word stop him )

ME: Don't worry he have see her in a most worst state. He will handle her better.

S: I don't mean ( he was about to say something but close his mouth. )

V : did she say something???

K : how's she doing???

S: I did all to protect her but my words broke her beyond the repair. ( A tear escaped from his eyes. all girls were shocked to see him cry as that was the one thing about him that no one had ever imagined.)

MA: Don't worry, everything will be alright . ( sid look at her with teary eyes. each person can say how broken he is. )

SHE: Time will heal everything. ( she gave a glass of water for him. ) Kush !! please help him to the room. 

MA: we all should leave for a today. 

Z: But Ayyan??

ME: Zoya don't start again. She need him.

Z: I don't mean

K:  zo!!! Not today. Let's go. ( they leaved. all girls get to their respected room where boys gather in Sid's room as they know how tough night it will be for him. )

On the other hand,

Shehnaaz cried her whole heart out. she can see the truth & sincerity in his voice & eyes. She know each word he said was truth & he is regretting every word he had used in past to get rid of him. ya!! she knew the truth. Rehana had called her after Dubai incident & had told about all truth but what will the truth make any differences???? She had already lost her youth, children, family. What it will change??? Can this truth able to return her what she had lost?? Can it bring back the unborn she had lost??? Can it able to give her her most beautiful 19 years which she had lost in tears???? No it can't.

But now, it was not the tear for what she had already lost. It was for her heart which was still breaking with his every piece of broken heart, for her heart which still beat for him, still love with each broken pieces. She know he had loved her, & still love her . She had see it. His jealousy, possiveness prove his feeling for her. But Did  she able to accept him??/Did she able to forget all those bitter moment??/ Don't think so. It still hunt her.

Ayaan who has rushed in her room saw her state & knew why sid wanted to stop him. He turn around & "mmhuhmmm" Clear his throat to get his attention. He side look her to see her still lost in her thought. "JAAN" he called her which bring her back. she got afraid . She came back in her sense. She clutch duvet near her chest to hide herself. Ayaan who saw her shirt near his leg , pick it to gave her. She hesitantly took it from him & wear it.

"I'm sorry I didn't know you were not in a poper state. I just..." Ayaan hardly could form it. Yes!! they were closed, Live together from long time but he had never seen her only in inner. This was a little awkward for them.