Rivals

Part 33

Sid wake up from the sunlight and painful body then realised that he had slept in a floor in sitting position whole night. He got up & headed towards bathroom to take some cold shower to claim his mind.When he get out of the door he saw Zoya in his room waiting for him. She was lost in her own thoughts.

S : zoya!!..... Zoya..... Zoya.... Zo... ( he called her for at least 4 times but when she didn't reply him he shake her shoulder to gain her attention) zo!! Are you alright??? (  she just nodded in yes) you are lost somewhere?? Actually I was about to come to you ( zoya hugged him & cry)

Z : I'm sorry bhaijaan ( brother ) !! It's all because of me. I.

S : shuuhhhsshh ( he patted her hair & little push her to make her face him) what happened???

Z : do you think.... It's good idea to... To ( words cannot be formed)

S : no.. I don't think so.. I always treated you like sister & will always be your brother. we can't be more than that.

Z : are you also planning to blackout?? ( Sid had decided to not take any rash decisions while taking shower he had already clear his mind & was about to announce in dining but he met her here itself)

S : do you want it to be happened???
After a minute of silence both said together.

I can't do this

Z : I love him. 
S: I love her ( both nodded in understanding )

Z: I can't be with any other man when I have him in my heart. moreover I always consider you as my brother only.

K : but did you hold same place in his life like you?? ( both turn to see others at door. Kushal had asked all to convince Sid not to spoil 2 life so, they were here but seeing he didn't need to do anything, all were happy that they got their mind on time. He goes towards her and patted her head) don't worry I will find you a better person who will love you...

Z : he do

K : huh??

Z : he loved me bro!! He fucking do ( saying so loud she start crying )

Jay : if he really loves you then why he announced his marriage with some other girl??!

Z : I don't know.. I don't. The only thing I knew is he love me. ( shefali hug her to support her)

Sh: how can you be so confident about this???

Z : because he himself said that.

K : when???

Z : when we were in Dubai.

K : stop daydreaming little sister. He didn't.

Z : no vai he do. Trust me.

V : if he do then why he wants to marry khushi.

Z: I don't know. I really don't. Why he want to marry her when he love me & want to gave another chance to our relationship.

S: how you got to know about that.

K : Sid!! Don't make hope. She is just making stories. ( before he could further add any other thing zoya play the record which was sent by Ayaan for patch up)

Zo!!.......... How are you bae?? Are you well settled??  Hope you were living a peaceful life there.......  I had tried to called you many times but didn't have enough courage to do that. So, I'm sharing my feelings to you through this.

I know you might be angry with me or don't want to heard from me & it's OK!! Because I deserve that. I deserve your coldness, your hate but what you had done was also not good. You cannot be jealous of all girls near to me & harmed my close one.

Shizuka is my best friend & close to my heart. Not because of what you were thinking. I love her but not the way a boy should love his mate. & She is my first priority because she need to be. She was not well all years so, I had to put her first rather than you.

You had your own friends, family but she only had me . And she was suffering that time. How can you even think that I will leave her on such condition only for to be with you. I can't. & I didn't priorities you more than her but I do love you. I was so mad at you so, I asked you to leave but those passing years taught me that I can't survive & be fully happy without you. I love you bae & I'm sorry for my mean word. You are my mate. Can we start fresh??? If yes then please do call me. I'm waiting for you next move. I love you bae. Please forgive me. I can't promise you that you will always be on top  & can't leave my jaan , my BFF but I promise I'll love you the way you want. I will make you feel safe around me. Please come back to your Ayaan. Please zo!! ( cried ) waiting for you call.

All were shock to react anything but one thing is clear that Sid & zoya will not be together as a couple as they never intended to be one