Rivals

Part 41

"Parwah karne wale aksar rula jate hai,
Apna kah kar paraya kar jatehi hai,
Wafa jitni vi karo koi fark nahi parta,
Mujhe mat chhorna kah kar khud chor jate hai:"

Vikas was devastated with her words. He want explanation not for being in relationship with some other guys that too years back. No!! He was not that back minded person. He respect her. He had loved her for her beautiful heart but he wanted to know that why she lie to him. Is it a lie??? No. She just don't share things with him. It's her personal things to share but it will hurt when you get to know your partner's secret from others. He doesn't get angry or broken by her past but her word to back off trigger his anger as it broke you when your loved ones time to time leave you as they think you are not able to love her after secret.
Is it how much she knew him?? Is he lack of gave her enough trust & love?? That every time a little conflict or misunderstanding it shattered into pieces. Is he not able to  make her feel secure to share her things??  Why everytime in little little things she got ready to leave him?? Don't she love him??
Many things were playing in his mind. He feel like a loser. This was the second time she was ready to leave him without his fault, without any explanation. Why she can't love him like he do?? She had said that she will not repeat same mistake again to leave him but she again did the same.

Flash back
M : I'm sorry V. Please forgive me. I love you. ( she cry hard in his chest. He hug her tight in his embrace & let her cry.)

V : it's okay jaan ( he patted her back ) don't cry. I can't see you in tears.

M : are you still angry with me for hiding about shizuoka??  ( she broke the hug & hold his hand ) trust me V. I had my reason for it. ( tears flow from her eyes.)

V : shhh ( he wipe her tears & cupped her face) I'm not angry with you.

M : really?? (. She asked with the moist eyes. He nodded & kissed her head. )

V : but promise me jaan you will not repeat it. You will not leave me ( he asked with a crack voice. She knew he love her  & what she did to him is not what he worth but still he forgive her & take her back after what she did with him)

M : never!! I will never repeat my same mistake..... ( after a minute of silence) I love you.

V: I love you more meri jaan ( with this they sealed their lips for a passionate kiss which lead them for a love making. It was a assurance that she will not leave him  but only love each other unconditionally.)

Flash back end.

She had promised that she will not leave him but again did the same.  this time he will not let this things go easily. She had to taste her own medicine. If she doesn't care for him, he will not asked her to do. If she doesn't love him, he will not beg for it. He got a headache with all things running in his mind. He was overpowered by his emotions & to control it he punch hard on wall & throw vase on mirror which leads it to shattered into pieces.

The sound makes other to came in his room. Sid make him sit on bed & asked someone to get first aid. Mahi pass it to him. Vikas has refused to be treated but a glare from Sid make him shut. His moist red eyes pinch everyone's heart. Mahi bring breakfast for him & Sid made him have something by his words. After that he gave him some medicine for his headache.

Zoya who has seeing everything blame herself. Only if she had locked her mouth that time. Then they were enjoying their wedding shopping & were planning for how to do . She run to hug Vikas & cried in his arms.

Z: I'm sorry bhai. It was not my intention to hurt you. I seriously don't know that you didn't know. Please forgive me.

V : it's okay zoi. Don't cry ( patted her hair ) it's not your fault.