Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

One date doesn't hurt right?

As he began getting closer I began to remember about Ansel. He never let go of my chin so as he got closer he pulled me closer. I slowley brought my arm up and took his hand off my chin. And moved back a little.
Me: " Sorry Logan I just can't " i could see dissapointment on his face.
Logan: " it's okay it was my fault"
Me: " I have to go to restroom i will be back"
Logan: " okay" he looked at the ocean and didn't look at me anymore.
Ansel's POV
I had never stop thinking about Julia since I called her. I apologize to my father and told him that he was right all along and all he said was I told you so I still wasn't able to believe it . I wanted to ask her and hear her voice saying that she had moved on and what the guy said was true. I stared at the phone for a long time wondering if it was a good idea to call her. When i finally dialed the number I looked at the phone for a couple of minutes before pressing the call button. It rang four times before the same guy that answer the other day picked up.
Ansel: "Hello Is Julia there?
"She is in the restroom..who is this?
Ansel: " I am her boyfr...her ex-boyfriend"
" Man you need to stop calling her don't you think you've hurt her enough .. she is with me now we are in a good relationship and I don't want you ruining it please"
Ansel: " you are no one to tell me what the f**ck i can do or can't do and I know your lying "
" Sorry to break it to you but is verry true she has been staying with me ever since she got here and we have had really fun nights...but I dont want to give any details it will be kinda weird. However, just stay away she doesn't love you anymore and I wont let anyone take her from me"
Ansel: " thats bullsh*t I want to ask her myself and if she accepts what you just said then I will leave yall two alone"
" Go ahead but if I where you I will leave her alone already you have to get over it well goodbye and have a good day" the person that had answered the phone hung up before i could say anything else. I was afraid to call again and Julia will answer and say that everything the guy had said where true. I was so angry at her and him, why would she do this to me? Why will she want to hurt me, she hesitated on being my girlfriend because she was afraid of me hurting her but she was the one who hurt me. All the things the guy told me gave me reasons to hate her i didn't want too but I did. I want to believe that all does times she said she loved me where true and not fake but even that is hard to believe.
I punched the wall from all the anger that was is me I looked at my hand and it began to swell up but the pain from my hand didn't hurt as much as Julia had hurt me. I feel like all that love that I had for her is turning to hatred.
Back to Julia's POV
I walked out of the restroom and walked to where Logan was I was afraid he was going to be mad. I didn't feel the same way about him and he said he loved me it was just so hard to know what to tell him.I was so confused because I wasn't exactly sure how i felt about him . As I got close i saw that he had my phone in his hand which i taught was kinda weird but he was probably just checking the time. When I sat back besides he jumped and dropped my phone.
Logan: " I was checking the time"
Me: " Okay"
Logan: " So listen I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable is just that I couldn't keep myself from telling you how I felt and I understand if maybe you just don't want to be around me"
Me: " it's fine, it's just I am so confused with what I feel ...your a sweet guy and I know there is a girl out there for you...and i will still want to be friends with you because you helped me also but not in the same way i did to you" i gave him a hug and he held me tight.
Logan: " I am sorry but no matter what you do will never make me stop feeling the way I feel about you...can you please just give me a chance...remember when I told you that moving took some time?" I just nodded.
Logan: " well maybe I can help you move on...and I will never leave you"
Me: " Logan please.." he cut me off.
Logan: " Just think about it please" he let go off me and looked at me as if trying to find an answer.
Me: " Okay i will think about it but I don't want to get your hopes up I still dont know ...okay"
Logan: " okay I am fine with that" he kissed my temple and I stood up.
Me: "I guess we should leave its kinda late and I am tired"
Logan: " okay" he pushed himself up and we began walking where we had left his car. The ride back to the hotel was quiet.
Logan: " Here we are once again"
Me: " Thanks for taking me i had a good time well goodbye "
Logan: " Goodbye" I went inside and walked up the stairs because i didn't feel like getting stuck in the elevator. I got to my room and hoped kenia and Corina weren't there because i didn't feel like talking but when I opened the door they where there. But Corina was crying and Kenia was standing besides her. When she looked at me me. She moved her mouth trying to say something and then I saw she had said help. Kenia had always had trouble understanding what to do in situations like this. I closed the door and threw the things aside and ran to Corina.
Me: " Hey what's wrong" she looked at me and i gave her a hug and she began crying in my shoulder.
Corina: " he said he loved me"
Me: " Corina look at me and relax so I can understand better" she looked at me and began breathing in and out and I was doing it wih her.
Me: "Okay now what's wrong"
Corina: "Kian said he loved me"
Me: " Thats great"
Corina: " No it's not because i love him too"
Me: " Can you explain to me a little better what the problem is"
Corina: " Well we are going to be leaving and we will probably not see each other again and I hate long distance relationships they never last...what do I do?"
Me: " Ohh...why dont you move here"
Corina:"what?"
Me:" why don't you move here I mean if you love him why not stay here you can transfer to a college here"
Corina: " that's a good idea Thanks"
Me: "just tell him you have to leave for a while to get some stuff worked out" she had a huge smile in her face and hugged me .
Corina: " so how was your day" i told her everything of what had happened and told her about Logan saying he loved me.
Corina: "And what are you gonna do?"
Me: " I have no idea because i don't feel the same way but is just so confusing...because maybe he is right maybe he will help me move on is just I dont if i will ever love him"
Corina: " well just think about it,follow your heart" i just smiled and nodded because there was nothing to say.
Me: " so you wanna order room service I am starving"
Corina: " yeah sure" they brought us our food 15 minutes later which didn't taste the way we taught it would. We watched movies until we fell asleep.
The next two days went by fast i had to leave a day earlier than kenia and corina to be able and finish a project that was due on Monday. It was Friday so I had two days to do the project. We arrive at the airport at 10:30a.m. and I had an hour until the airplane departed.
Me: " I can't believe the week is over"
Corina: " I know me neither, we are going to miss you"
Me: " I am gonna miss yall too" I gave them a hug. And then looked at Kian. Both Kian and Jc had come along because after leaving they had planned a picnic.
Me: " Can I talk to both of yall before l leave" and they nodded and followed me a couple of feet away from where kenia and Corina where standing.
Me: " Okay both of you listen to me, please promise me that neither of you will ever dare to hurt them"
Kian: " You have nothing to worry about I love Corina too much to let her go and I am pretty sure Jc feels the same way about kenia"
Me: " Thats exactly what I wanted to hear and if yall ever even think of hurting them I will hurt you.
Kian: " Thats never going to happen" i walked over where Corina and Kenia where.
Corina: " what where yall guys talking about?"
Me: " Oh nothing ,well I guess i better get going" i gave them another hug and a few tears came out as i was leaving.
Corina: "Bye"
Me: " Bye" I got all my things checked and headed to the waiting area and waited for it to be four. It was only 10:50a.m. So i still had some time as I began walking there I saw Logan seating in one of the benches. I walked pass him hoping he didn't see me but he had.
Logan: " Julia!"
Me: " Hi" he gave me a quick hug and then looked at me.
Logan: " You okay?"
Me: " yeah I am fine is just I wasn't ready to leave yet, I wish spring break would me longer"
Logan: " Yeah I know how you feel...but these has been the best spring break I've ever had because you where in it" i just smiled and looked at the ground.
Logan: " so I was thinking why don't we go on a date, only one date doesn't harm anyone so what do you think"
Me: "I don't know"
Logan: "please"
Me: " okay but only one date"
Logan: " thank you so much "
I slept most of the flight. But was woken up by Logan.
Logan: " hey beautiful you have to wake up we are about to arrive"
Me: "what...oh okay" when we arrived it felt so nice to be back but deep inside me I knew there was sadness to it.
Logan: " Can you send me your adress?"
Me: " why?"
Logan: " Remember about the date?"
Me:" oh yeah sorry I am just so distracted at what time are you going to be picking me up?"
Logan:" does 6 sound okay"
Me: " yes, well bye see you later" i gave him a hug and we went our separate ways.
When I arrived at my dorm I stood infront of the door for a minute and then opened it. Stacey looked at me and a hue smile spread on her face.
Stacey: " Julia I am so glad your back I missed you" she stood up and walk towards me and gave a bear hug.
Me: "I missed you too"
Stacey:" I was kinda lonely this whole week but guess what? I looked at her waiting for an answer.
Stacey: " I have a boyfriend now and he is only one year older than me he is super sweet and really hot"
Me: " Oh my God that's amazing what's his name?Do I know him?"
Stacey: " Remember the guy that came in when we where on Starbucks before you left he walked in before Ansel"
Me: "Jake?"
Stacey: " Yes how do you know him?"
Me: " we are friend's i should of presented him to you before...I am so happy for you" i was so glad that Jake and Stacey where together they made a cute couple. I began unpacking and looked through my closet for something to wear. I chose a peach sundress and some gold sandals.
Stacey:" why are you dressing up?"
Me: " Umm.....well i am going on a date but is more like just going out with a friend"
Stacey: " Julia can I tell you something? " i just nodded.
Stacey: " Ansel really loved you "
Me: " I know he did and I loved him too"
Stacey: " why don't you go talk to him?"
Me: " I don't think i am ready to talk to him in person and I mean I will always love him but we can't be together"
Stacey: " I just want you to remember that I never saw a guy give so much love to a girl than he did and I hope that Jake loves me that much one day" Some tears wanted to come out but I didn't let them it had been some time since i had seen Ansel and maybe he probably forgot about me now.
When Logan picked me up he gave me some purple orchids and I wanted to cry because they where like the ones Ansel gave me. He took me to Olive Garden. We talked mostly about school and things like that.
Logan: "I will be back I need to go to the restroom"
Me: " Okay" i watched him leave and then I saw him. He walked closer until he was standing next to where I was sitting.
Ansel: "Julia"
Me:"Ansel!"