Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

Love you

Julia(POV)

Ansel had just asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend. I didnt know what to say or if I was ready for a relationship just yet. I looked at him with a surprise expression. I wanted to say yes but i was alittle scared of saying it my heart had been broken to bad and i didnt want that to happen again. But i knew he would never do that to me. I had to at least give it a shot

Me:"yes" his face grew a huge smile like i have never seen before. He grabbed both of my hands and looked deep into my eyes.

Ansel: "julia foster you just made me the happiest guy in the world, and i promise i will never dare to break your heart i love you Julia Foster" does words made me feel something deep in my heart. It was a good feeling. I had heard does three words in the past from the guy that i've given my heart to but also had broken it in millions of pieces. I just hoped Ansel wasent that type of guy.

"I love you too Ansel Elgort" he smiled and stood up and sat besides me he put some of my hair behind my hear and his soft lips touch mine. My heart was beating so fast. I knew this was real his love for me was not fake.

Me:" i think we should go its getting kind of dark"

Ansel:" okay ...do you want me to take you home?" He looked at me with a huge smile but i needed a little time alone to think things through.

Me:" i think i will go walking because Stacey told me to pick some books from the library since we start school tomorrow " he had a worried face but he said okay. We walked outside and i gave him a hug and one last kiss.

Ansel:" i love you,be careful its kind of late"

Me:" love you to dont worry"

I headed to the library and got Staceys books and headed to my dorm. I decided to take a shortcut by an alley i had used earlier. As i was walking through it I heard footsteps i taught it was just my imagination but when i turned around there was a man walking behind me. I could rememer i seen an episode in criminal minds where the guy rapes and kills the girl in an alley at night. I looked through my purse for the pepper spray but it wasent there. I started running but the man caught up with me and he yanked my hand and threw me to the ground panic started feeling me up. He got in top of my stomach and held my hands since i was trying to hit him but it was no use he was way stronger. He took something shiny and then i felt pain in my arm. He had made a long cut from my elbow to my palm. I couldnt see his face due to all the tears accumulated in my eyes. I screamed but there was no use nobody was around there at night only morons like me. i could notice his face getting close to my ear and he whisphered

"Stay away or next you wont live to see a tomorrow" before i could ask what he was talking about he got off me and left running. I looked at my arm and there was so much blood dripping from it i stood up and felt really dizzy i didnt want to call Ansel or Stacey because they were gonna make me wait and i couldnt stay here any second longer. I struggled walking up the stairs to my dorm since the elevator was broken. But when i finally got to my dorm and as soon i opened the door i fainted i couldn't take it any longer. I woke up and was in a hospital room i saw Ansel asleep besides me in a chair. I saw the clock and it was 11:45am i was gonna be absent for my first class. I looked at my arm and it had been sowed. I couldnt feel anything but they had probably put my arm to sleep. I sat down and looked at Ansel he looked so cute asleep. I didnt want to wake him up but i had to go to class. I tapped his shoulder and he jumped out of his seat and looked at me.

Ansel:" you scared me .....how do you feel"

Me:" sorry..i feel good i just need to go to class"

Ansel:" i am sorry but you wont attend to any of your classes today....and let me ask you something who did this to you" by the look at his face he looked mad.

Me:" i dont know i wasent able to see his face"

Ansel:" dont worry i will find the one responsible of this i just feel its my fault this happened to you i am sorry"

Me: "hey you have nothing to be sorry for i was the stubborn one....and since i am not going to my classes today can i go to my dorm i need some rest"

Ansel: " yea lets go but i was hoping that you could come to my place so I can take care of you" he looked at me with a smile i wanted to say no because i didnt like people taking care of me. But i didnt want to make him feel bad.

Me:"are you sure is just i dont know"

Ansel:"please  babe just come with me"

Me:"alright...and thanks for being here love you"

Ansel:"love you too"

When we got to his place it looked huge. The day of the party i wasent able to see the house well but it was so beautiful and big.

Me:" you have a beautiful house"

Ansel:"thanks..so what do you want to do?"

Me:" i dont know let me see...how about watch movies"

Ansel:" yeah sure witch one do you want to watch and do you want to watch it here or in my room?" He smirked and i just rolled my eyes.

Me:" i think the living room would be fine...and i would like to watch the fault in our stars" i smiled and he took my hand and leaded me to the couch.

Ansel:" okay whatever my love wants"

Me:"we saw the movie and in some parts it was kind of awkward since we were dating.

Ansel:"why are you crying"

Me:"well because my boyfriend just died" he gave me a hug and a kiss on the forehead.

Ansel:" are you hungry?"

Me:" kinda"

Ansel:"what do you want to eat?"

Me:" anything would be okay"

Ansel:" okay then i guess we can eat crayons " i laughed and he just looked at me with a big smile

Ansel:" has anybody ever told you how beautiful you are Julia Foster" there had been one other person but i had decided to never bring him up again.

Me:"my parents"

Ansel:" ha ha they where right" he leaned towards me and his soft lips touched mine. I dont know what was with his kisses they always made me feel something magical.

Ansel:" i am gonna order pizza does that sound good?"

Me:"yeah" he left and i had realized that i was the luckiest girl in the world. After we ate and watch Carrie and divergent and some other movies it was really late.

Me: " i think i should leave"

Ansel:" will you please..stay my parents won't mind and i would know your safe" i didnt think it was a good idea but i didnt want to face Stacey or anyone i wanted to stay with him forever. He grabbed my hand and we headed upstairs and we entered to a room. It had basketballs all over the place and minature paintings.

Ansel: "welcome to Ansels place"

Me:"awesome room "

Ansel:" would you like to stay here dont worry i would sleep on the ground if you want me to" i nodded. I was kinda scared of sleeping alone after what happened.

He layed one the ground and we talked for awhile . But I felt asleep but had a nightmare of what had happened.

Me: "hey Ansel would you please sleep with me i cant sleep"

Ansel:" yeah of course" he layed besides me and he held my waist so we could be close.

Ansel:" i will always be here for you i love you" he gave me a kiss and all that fear went away.

Me:" love you too".