Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

It Was Nice Meeting You

Julia's POV
I stopped and looked at him.
Me: " But I want you to promise me that you won't judge me, because maybe you don't think it such a big deal but it is for me"

Ansel: " I won't "

Me: " Well the last night I was with Shawn I couldn't stop thinking about you and then when Shailene left that letter saying it was you, and that you wanted to meet me in the alley, well in my way to the alley I began to think that I didn't really love Shawn it was you the whole time and I had planned to call off the wedding when I got back, and I lied to him Ansel before he died I told him I loved him and I told him that we where still gonna get married and who will lie to a person that's dying?" he looked at me with a surprised expression.

Ansel: " You didn't lie to him, you gave him something to fight for something that will help him fight for his life " he moved his body close to mine and wrapped his arms around me.

Me: " I wish I could go back in time and change things"

Ansel: " I wish I could too" We stayed quiet for a couple of minutes. I felt his warm breath on my head.

Me: " I wanna go to the dorms tomorrow and get my things because ....I am leaving tomorrow around 5:00pm"
He unwrapped his hands from me and sat up.

Ansel: "What?.. I taught you where leaving in a week " he ran his hand through his brown hair and then rubbed the back of his neck.

Me: " I was but I had bought the ticket already with S-Shawn and I don't want it to waste"

Ansel: " Oh"

Me: " I just wanna call Logan and Stacey to say goodbye tomorrow"

Ansel: " I will make sure to call them" there was an awkward silence for a long time and I taught of things that I could say to make this night better.

Me: " Before I go I wanna see something one last time " I stood up and grabbed a blanket and grabbed the whiskey bottle that was inside the cabinets in the restroom I remembered leaving it there the last time we came. I wrapped it around the blanket and walked back to the room . I walked to Ansel and held my hand out for him.

Me: " Will you come with me?" He looked at my hand and grabbed it and I pulled him up. I opened the door and looked to both sides of the hallway. I walked to the right side until we reached the very last door of the hallway which said "Private" I opened the door and there was a latter that went up.

Ansel: " where are we going? I don't think we should be here"

Me: " Relax you will see when we get up their" I began climbing up until I reached to the top of the hotel. I took a deep breath of the fresh air.Their was so many stars and the moon was brighter than any other day. I looked behind and saw that Ansel wasn't there. I looked down the way I came up from and he was still in the bottom.

Me: " Are you coming?" He looked up and then rubbed his eyes.

Ansel: " Oh yeah sorry " He began climbing until he finally reached the top he looked at the sky and smiled.I could see the tear stains on his cheeks. I got the blanket and spread it on the ground and put the Whiskey bottle in the side.I sat down and tapped my side telling Ansel to sit besides me. He walked to me and sat down besides me.

Me: " I want our last memories to be good" I said while looking at all the beautiful stars.

Ansel: " I didn't know you drank"

Me: " I don't, but I wanna make an exception and try it" he took the bottle and looked at the information about it.

Ansel: " This might be a little too strong for you and more due to the fact is your first time"