Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

Act Like You Truly Love me

Warning:This chapter has some detailed parts!!!!
"Why are you always falling?"
I looked into his brown eyes. Trying to figure out if this was real.

Me: " Because I know you will always be there to catch me" I said with a tear threatening to fall out. He pulled me up and hugged me.

Me: " Ansel is this really you?"

Ansel: " The one and only" I held him tight because I knew there was a chance that all this was a dream. I heard someone clear there throat behind me . Ansel slowly let go off me and I saw Carter .

Carter: " Julia I just came to tell you I got a room for us , it's room 249 I will be waiting " I saw him leave with a smirk on his face then I turned to Ansel who looked at me with a confused expression.

Me: " Ansel before we talk I have a confession to make"

Ansel: " What?"

Me: " I slept with him , but he doesn't mean anything to me I promise and he actually drugged me but I was dumb enough to drink the thing so it's also my fau-" he didn't let me finished before he crushed his lips to mine. I pulled away for air.

Ansel: " Wait here" I saw him go to the counter and get a key for the room, then he walked back to me.

Ansel: " Come with me" he said holding out his hand for me and I grabbed it. We walked up the stairs and we stopped outside room 132 and then he put the key in and opened it.

Me: "Why are we here? I wanna talk but it's Corina's wedding day" he closed the door behind him and began walking to toward me and for some reason I began walking away from him until I hit the bed. He held my waist and pulled me close.

Ansel: " I love you Julia and I am not mad at you but let me ask you something was he good?"

Me: " What?"

Ansel:" Did that guy give you a better pleasure than me"

Me: " No I don't remember anything about it "

Ansel: " You can be honest "

Me: " I am and no one could ever give me the pleasure you gave me"

Ansel: " I love you Julia"

Me: " Ansel I do too but we have talked about this and about us"

Ansel: " You know that this time without you was horrible I was thinking of taking my life away just by the taught that I would never be with you again, but then I taught if I was dead I would never even be able to fight for you so just for tonight act like you truly love so I can move on"

Me: " But you know I do"

Ansel: " I know but let me do love to you"

Me: "So is me having sex with you the way for you too know that I still love you"

Ansel: " No it's not cause I already know you loved me at one time and I am kidding about the sex , and I just got this room cause I need somewhere to stay for the night, I should go and say hello to Corina" he stepped away and began walking to the door but I grabbed his hand and pulled him to me and then pushed him to the bed. I crawled on top of him and began kissing him. I didn't know what I was doing, it was like if something had taken over me. I felt the spark the same spark from the moment I first saw him and I needed him emotionally, physically , and every type of way. He unzipped my dress while I unbutton his shirt. He was now on top of me he unhooked my bra and kissed me in between my breast . Then he left a trail of kisses that led to my panties then he pulled them down with his index finger . Then he took his boxers off. We where now both naked.

Ansel : " Are you sure you want to do this, I was really kidding earlier I know you love me and-" I cut him off.

Me: "I-I am sure Ansel" I knew I loved him and that I needed him, but I didn't know what was making me say yes when it had only been a month since we had to try and move on.
He smiled and began kissing me passionately and then he thrusted into me. I threw my head back in pleasure. I moaned as he slowly thrusted in and out of me.

Ansel: " Come " and it didn't take me long until I let out my first orgasm. He went down and licked his lips. Then began licking me up. I moaned loudly as I panted for air.

Ansel: " Julia"

Me: "Yes"

Ansel: " Your my favorite dessert "

Me: " Is that so" when he was done licking me up he moved to my lips and began kissing me. I could taste myself in his mouth. I moved so I was now on top of him. I moved down to his member and began sucking on it like my life depended on it which made him come inside my mouth.He moaned my name loudly which turned me on. I licked my lips seductively and looked at him, his eyes where closed but there was a smile on his face.

Me: "Your my favorite dessert also Ansel"
I again moved on top of him and began riding him it was slow at first but it took just a few minutes until we where both moving in fast pace. He came inside me and then I moved and laid next to him. We where both trying to catch air.

Ansel: " I love you and I guess we will leave the talk for tomorrow morning"

Me:" Okay then and I love you too"

I never taught that Corina's wedding could have come with many disadvantages and advantages.

Hey guys so this was a little detailed I guess and I am sorry I didn't know how to put things I will try to update as soon as I can.

Have a good day or night:)
-J