Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

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I closed my eyes before telling him.
Ansel: " what is it beautiful? "
Me:" I don't know if telling you is the right thing but here it goes...remember when I went missing?"
Ansel: " how could i forget about it, it was the worst days of my life"
Me: "well I was in a coma a man had hit my head with a bat and they took me to a place it was located underground...i will hear man leaving and coming and complaining that i was taking to long to wake up and that they should disconnect me....after i woke up there was a man that gave me options to stay away from you and nothing will happen to me or me and my family dies "
Ansel: " Julia why didn't you tell me before? Do you know who it was?How they looked like?"
Me: " I was scared and still am because just being here with you puts me in danger and yes I know who it was"
Ansel: " who?"
Me: " It was your...father but please don't tell him i told you because maybe his right i am not good enough for you" his expression changed from worried to anger.
Ansel: " I can't believe it, we are going to him right now" he stood up and headed to where the car was. But i grabbed his arm and pulled him back
Me: " Ansel please don't "
Ansel: " Julia I can't live without you we need to confront him and tell him to f**ck off, its our life and he is lying your more important than anything and you are actually too good for me"
Me: " Ansel maybe this will help you let go now that you know I love you but I don't want my family getting hurt"
Ansel: " I don't want to let go we are perfect for each other and I will talk to my father and..." i cut him off before he said anything else about telling his father .
Me: " Ansel if you truly love me you need to let go, you will always be in my heart and I don't ever think I will love another guy like i did you" a few tears began falling from his eyes.
Ansel: " I am sorry but I can't do that I can't loose you again" I walked closer to him and wrapped my arms around him. His chin rested on the top of my head.
Ansel: " Julia he won't hurt you if he doesn't know"
Me: " what?"
Ansel: " if my father doesn't find out nothing will happen"
Me: " true but if he did then..."
Ansel: " lets give it a try, i know my father well and i will never let anyone hurt you if he killed you he will be killing me too just say yes"
Me: " okay lets give it a try" it was true if he didn't find out noting will happen.
Ansel: "Julia Foster I love you and I can't see a future without you and I promise you I will never let anyone hurt you"
Me: "I love you too Ansel Elgort" he leaned closer and i broke the distance between us. Our lips touched the kiss was passionate. We stumbled and fell to the ground he was in top of me but was holding himself with his elbow to not put all his weight on me. He began kissing me again. But then pulled away looking at me with a smile.
Me: " what?"
Ansel: " Is just i will never get over how beautiful you are I just love you so much and I will never stop saying that " he pecked my lips amd kept looking at me.
Me: " I love you too " he smiled and kissed me again .
Me: "we should go it's getting kinda late"
Ansel: " okay if that's what you want" we stood up and headed to the car. As we drove back everything looked so different we where going somewhere else.
Me:"This doesn't look like the way back?"
Ansel:" it's not"
Me:"what?"
Ansel: " Since you can't stay over in my place and I can't stay over at yous there is a place where we can"
Me: " oh okay " he drove for one more hour until we got to a hotel.
Ansel: "here we are" we got out and headed inside. The hotel looked lonely there was no cars in the parking lot but a old bike leaning against the wall
Me: " are we the only ones here?"
Ansel:" yes ma'am not alot of people know of this place" he checked in and we headed to the room. When he opened the door to our room there was a big bed. The covers where maroon and there was a window in the side.I did not expect the room to be like thos judging from the outside. He closed the door and jumped to the bed.
Ansel: " I remember i use to come here all the time when i was mad at my father "
Me: " oh" i smiled and jumped besides him. I turned to see him and kissed him.
Me: " Ansel I think I am ready"
Ansel:" Are you sure, remember i told you I can wait"
Me: " I am sure " I knew it was probably a stupid idea because all my life i had promised myself to do it after getting married.
Ansel: " Okay" he begam kissing be and began to pull my shirt off i helped him and then he undid the buttons from my shorts. He took his shirt off and i helped him undo his jeans. He was in top of me he pecked my lips and and slid his hand behind my back to uncliped my bra. He looked at me and smiled.
The next morning i woke up with his arms around me. I turned to see him and he was already awake. He smiled and kissed my neck.
Ansel:"Good morning beautiful "
Me: "Good morning handsome" I loved waking up and having him on my side i hoped it stayed like this forever.
Ansel:" Did you have a goodnight? "
Me: " Yes I had a wonderful night" he began kissing my neck again.
Me: "what time is it?"
Ansel:" 11:45am"
Me: " we should go I still haven't finished my project" he made a pouty face i laughed and kissed him.
Ansel: " Okay..." i got off the bed and began grabbing all my cloths from the ground and headed to the restroom
Ansel: " where you going? "
Me: " i am gonna take a quick shower"
Ansel: " Can I come?"
Me: "if you want to"
What was going to be a quick shower took longer than what it had to with Ansel inside . After we where finally done i dressed up fast i sat on the bed waiting for Ansel. After he got out we planned where he was going to leave me so no one saw.
He left me where he had picked me up and drove away fast for no one to see. I walked around the library and then walked through the alley. It only took me a few minutes to get to my dorm but when i opened the door i felt like i was about drop dead.

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-J