Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

I was afraid

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The flight to California was the five longest hours of my life. In the whole flight I felt like crying but I kept it in because there was people besides me and I didn't think they would be happy with my sobs.

"We will be arriving in five minutes so please put your seatbelts on and turn off your technology "

I put my seatbelt on and closed my eyes as we landed.
" We have landed to Los Angeles, California you may unboard now "
I grabbed my belongings and headed out. As I walked out I tried to forced a smile on my face so Corina wouldn't worry. I looked around and there was many people with signs with names waiting for their love ones.
"Julia!" I turned around as saw my beautiful friend running towards me and behind her came Kian.

Me: " Corina" I said before she pulled me into a hug.

Corina: " Julia I am so sorry about Shawn I know how much you loved him and I am sorry for not being a good friend and for not calling more often" I felt a stab on the stomach when she mentioned Shawn.

Me: " It's okay and don't say that it wasn't your fault" I said while slowly pulling away.

Corina: " We will talk later okay"

Me: " Okay"

Kian: " Hey Julia" said Kian opening his arms for a hug.

Me: " Hey Kian " I said hugging him.

Kian: " I am sorry for your lost"

Me: " I am too " I said pulling away and looking at them.

Kian: " Should we go now?"

Corina: " Yeah and help her with her things Kian"

Kian: " Oh yeah I am sorry for my manners" he said grabbing my suitcases from my hands and then trying to grab the guitar case but I held the case tighter.

Me: " I can carry this thank you" he nodded and we began walking again.

Corina: " I need to go to the restroom real quick so wait for me" she said as she ran to the closest restroom. I turned to look at Kian as he saw Corina leave with a smile in his face.

Kian: " I really love her you know"

Me: " I bet you do"

Kian: " I-I wanna marry her" he said with a big smile on his face.

Me: " Why don't you?"

Kian: " I want too but I was waiting for you, so you could help me "

Me: " I would love too help and I know Corina would say yes she really love's you and how are you planning to propose? "

Kian: " I want to propose to her in one of my videos so everyone knows"

Me: " That's a good idea but we will continue this conversation later cause she is coming" He looked over to where the restrooms where with a smile as he saw Corina coming back.
We drove to Kian's house where I would be staying for a day until I got my dorm. After getting there I saw my sister and JC. They decided to throw a party to welcome me I remembered a few people from the last party.
Most of the time I just sat on the sofa. I stood up and began walking to the kitchen, but heard someone throwing up in the restroom. I slowly opened the door expecting to see a guy pucking from all the alcohol but instead I saw Corina. I closed the door behind me and ran to her I held her hair back which already had some puke on it.

Me: " Are you okay?"

Corina: " No I am not okay" she said beginning to cry.

Me: " How much did you drink?"